#freak flags

[jirachipasta]

happy one year freak flags i still think abt you

[jirachipasta]

today i realized that i started writing youth bc i'm avoiding finishing wuas. i asked myself why would i avoid finishing a story i genuinely like to write and one i'm ecstatic to finish (it's only halfway done but still). a week or two ago i determined that if i stayed writing at the pace i was at then wuas would be finished by early may, but reaching the halfway point of the story kinda scared me. then i thought to myself "what's the rush? why finish it so soon? why don't i work on smth else for a little while?" and thus youth was born. tho i fear that if i keep doing this i will literally never finish any fic (bc i have still yet to finish a single one). if/when this happens again i'll probably start working on tsimm (the summer i met mercedes) next.

[jirachipasta]

no, i'm not gushing over the thought of a bames glee au, you are.

[jirachipasta]

i'm not squealing and kicking my feet at the thought of james hyping beau up to join him on a proverbial dance floor and getting him to let his guard down for just a moment so they can let loose together, you are. SHUT UP.

[jirachipasta]

laid down in the snow for the first time in forever and now i'm thinking abt james and beau laying in fake snow (like from big time fever when the episode ended with a snowball fight) and talking abt their feelings of homesickness and their memories of snow days back home

[jirachipasta]

just remembered the dilf bames oneshot i started a few weeks ago but never finished....... gonna see if i can balance writing that with ch 10 of freak flags >:333

[jirachipasta]

was thinking abt hawk's super nefarious scheme i'm gonna write abt in freak flags and how i wanna incorporate my own negative experiences with the music industry into beau's experiences but in order to do that i'd have to fuckin remember what i went thru and i'm honestly not the best at remembering things 😭😭