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everyone else in ROTE hits their twenties and they're like "im so old i'm one foot in the grave right now oh oh my wasted youth" and then in the last trilogy chade is like 100, hopped up on spiritual meth, and running around screaming "I WILL NEVER DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"
thinking about how even though Fitz the character and us the readers know what the name his mother gave him was, before he is pretty explicitly stripped of that name when taken to Buckkeep, and yet neither Fitz or the narrative thinks about returning to that name. Despite the fact that Fitz is forever wounded by his separation from his mother and longs deeply for the love and safety she represented in his life and just never gets over it, despite the fact that his life is essentially ruined by his obligation to the throne that stole his mother and his name from him, despite the fact that he knows all this he will always be FitzChivalry. He will always be the bastard of a man he never even met. Poor little Keppet.
The thing about the ptsd induced memory issues is I had good memory. Before. And now I don’t and I probably never will again and it interferes with everything in ways I still struggle to cope with and it’s humiliating. I don’t have a conclusion to this I’m just venting I guess. I wish I never had it so I wouldn’t miss it so much.
SIGH NONE OF THE WHUMPTOBER PROMPT LISTS I CAN FIND ARE SPEAKING TO ME….WHAT SHALL I DO?!?
I’m not all that into hard vore now bc I have more protective relationship to my body and the fantasy is less appealing, but it must be nice to be into soft vore so you can make it like wholesome and such. I wanted guts out and everything
ITS 2025 LET BELOVED TOP
Im gonna have to delete tumblr off of my phone i thibnk bc there’s no way to hide the “for you” page and the wretched algorithm has worked out that I stay here longer if I’m doing my compulsion. Fuck my gay ass life
oh fitzchilvary farseer we really in it now
