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Please don't bother trying to find her. She's not there!

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If any one has pictures of me from G2

Please send me them. I want to see them all (particularly cosplay ones) :)

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Cloudy and Max and Simone and Freddie and Mel, oh my!

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Personal Stuff...

I think recently I narrowed down why. If I want to see any one or do any thing I always have to travel long distances whether it's London, Manchester, Brighton, Birmingham wherever. I'm not someone who enjoys the travelling side of things. I get major anxieties for reasons I don't even understand. Really I'd just like to be places without doing the travelling.

Not only that but it leaves me feeling like an outsider. The people I go to see are just there in their little groups. They can stay out until whenever, go wherever yet I have to always leave early to catch the last train home. I'm always going places or coming back on my own and I hate it. It's adding to the loneliness that's enslaving my day to day life.

I have probably two friends who are (or were) local. One has moved away more or less and now has a separate life. The other is really busy, burdened by running the family business now that his Dad has had to effectively retire due to ill health. I'm always happiest when I hang out with him though as every thing is always easy. Realistically these are probably the only two straight friends I have. All my other friends who I see regularly are gay guys. That means if I want to see them I have to go to gay bars/clubs or house parties full of gay people which as I get older is becoming something I enjoy much less.

There's just always something going on in the gay community. That age old saying that gay guys all know each other is not that much of a stereotype or a cliche. I'd like to meet a guy who doesn't know every one, whom I don't hear gossip about all the time. Further more I like to keep to myself so I don't like the idea that other people try to talk about me to people who don't even know me.

Some times I wish people could just come to me and we could do some quote unquote 'regular' things. Somewhere where people don't HAVE to be gay. I kinda feel like I live in this gay bubble some times and I want someone to pop it.

Also adding to my loneliness is the constant futile crushes. I've had quite a few bad experiences of being lead on by guys for their own amusement and having my feelings crushed a lot. Nowadays my crushes all seem to be straight guys (probably subconsciously avoiding any heart ache since there's no chance they'll reciprocate any feelings). It's becoming like an endless cycle of frustration and hopelessness.

I live in a small town and there's not that many gay guys. Some times I think it would be great to make a clean break, get a new job and move to a big city where there are more gay guys (like London). However that comes with being around the gay scene again and all the unpleasant stuff that comes with that.

There's also a lot of issues I have with my current job as well but as you never know who's reading I won't go into that here.

I just honestly don't know what to do any more or what I want!

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freddiesixx said: He clicked on some spam bot’s link and it phished his username/password and spammed some links about diet pills.

caliena said: Made advertisment for losing weight products…

.......ahahahahaAHAHAHHHHHHHH

i'm sorry but that's hilarious! i just ah okay that's so cute. hahaha omg XD

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