Today I had a debate that led me to deeper reflection. Recently, I also wrote about the topic of ACG and the egregore of a place. Consequently, I am thinking about it even more.
I will start from the beginning, with what has been on my "work desk" for the last five years. Mostly, it involved people dealing with ancestral burdens, family patterns, habits, and essentially everything related to this theme. I believe this topic is very large, very comprehensive, and almost everyone deals with it. Everyone who feels, sees, and perceives those threads and wants to somehow get rid of it all. It is alright. It is alright to be the "black sheep" of the lineage and the family. Even I myself, as I wrote in the article "Ketu on Ketu," notice that it is "nourishing," and to tell the truth—I am enjoying it! I am enjoying every moment that this very process reveals to me. However, I am getting to the topic I want to write about:
Today's debate was quite intense because it shifted from lineage to the topic of the regimes that every state has. To the system and everything connected to it. I live in a country that also had its specific regime, which left its mark on the mindset of the people I often saw and perceived within my "work." In addition to the layers of ancestral themes, various sentences often reached my ears through the words of clients that made me feel internally anxious because they were "regime-based." Because of this, I began to realize more how much people can be influenced by the regime in which they grow up, in which they live. I hear it and see it every day. It makes me even more anxious internally. Although, fortunately, I do not follow this path, it hurts all the more that many people (believe me, there are more than enough of them) do. The system and the regime leave a mark on us just as much as upbringing does. Of course! After all, one grows up in it just as much as in a certain family dynamic. Just like ancestral patterns and habits, the "habit" of the system and the regime is within us. In our mindset, in our emotional setting, in our nervous system. In our country, I notice it, for example, in the energy of people: a focus on performance, on survival and staying alive, where life is not actually lived. Also within emotions, which are too shallow for me. As if a person is afraid to truly feel something and build anything regarding emotions. I notice it in the fact that most people bow their heads and literally keep their mouths shut out of fear, because that regime was actually like that. To have no voice of one's own, no opinion of one's own, no mind, soul, or emotions of one's own? They existed in a fairy tale or a novel, but not in people. I notice that all of this sticks to people even after so many years since the fall of the regime (it wasn't a fall, only the coat was changed, and under that coat, the same thing is essentially running as before, only it's called "democracy"), and it is both sad and terrifying how even a regime can leave a mark on a person as an individual.
When I look around me and when I look at what is happening these days and at what we have "up there": there were years, and still are (always will be), when we tried on a large scale to break free from the greatest ancestral patterns and habits. When we had the chance to see things that were escaping us. Today, I also see that this energy brings liberation from the clutches of the regime and the system as well. One must ask the question: what benefits does it give me? None! I know it and we all know it. Yet yes; I encounter the fact that for many, it is actually a certain comfort. The system will take care of it. It won't; it is a certain kind of manipulation. Within the regime as well.
Another question: what price is one still willing to pay? Because the price for freedom is high. One does not ask for freedom; freedom is taken back.
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