#french bae

[nickyhemmick]

I’m afraid that we’ll never speak again. That I’ll never see him again. I know it’s a consequence of the choice we made, but it hurts to think I’ll never really have him in my life again. And it hurts more to know that if he ever reaches out, it will be because he’s over me. I can’t stand living in a world where he doesn’t love me anymore.

[gaywoso]

Lea Khelifi

Paris Saint-Germain ⚫ UWCL 19/20

[proud-anime-freak]

je t'aime~~

[nickyhemmick]

me crying the whole first half of the flight before I forced myself to sleep 👁️👄👁️

[nickyhemmick]

im going to die in the universe you loved me in...

[nickyhemmick]

goodbye to the year I was deeply and genuinely loved for the first time by my sweetest kindest man 😭 miss u everyday and still love u forever

[nickyhemmick]

I know I’m screaming into the abyss y’all but will anyone ever love me like that again? Serious question. I keep trying to hold on to hope but it’s so hard. I had it. I had it. And I had to let it go. It’s so fucking unfair.

[nickyhemmick]

there were a few times when we’d go to sleep and he would be spooning me, and he would whisper in the dark “do you think we have a chance to make it?” I would hear it because we were so close, and it was such a vulnerable question, and because I wanted to be honest I would tell him to ask me in the morning so I could give him a proper answer, but I should have turned to him each of those times and kissed him and put my hand on his chest and said that I would love him forever, even if the meaning of that love changed with the years.