By any chance, did anyone ever download/save a copy of Freya Ishtar's "Glass Heart" before she took it down for... I wanna say the third time?
Granted, it was all of like 6 chapters, but I really liked re-reading it for some reason.

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By any chance, did anyone ever download/save a copy of Freya Ishtar's "Glass Heart" before she took it down for... I wanna say the third time?
Granted, it was all of like 6 chapters, but I really liked re-reading it for some reason.
Heyy, Shy-Aspiring-Writer here! As an author of both single pairing and multi pairing fics (I.e. tip of my tongue v. fervidity) which do you prefer to write and why? Also do you have any advice when writing either, I find myself starting to write single pairs but then with every secondary character, I’m like... woah... all three of that or four or five of that...would be hot. But I feel like I’m ruining the actual story with it so Thoughts? Also I love all your stories, you fanfic Queen!
Hi honey!
I definitely prefer single-pairing fics, if I’m being honest. Predominantly because the dynamic is the easiest to write, and it’s the easiest to explore in the sense of a romantic and sexual relationship. When it’s just Person A and Person B are getting freaky/madly in love it’s easy to explore their personalities, their feelings for each other, and their lives.
By comparison, multi-pairings/triads/polfy-fics are HARD WORK! I really don’t recommend anyone without a background actually living a polyamorous lifestyle, or a lot of experience both as a person and a writer, attempt to tackle the dynamic. And I say this for two reasons.
First, polyamory is NOT just a whole bunch of folks tossed on a bed and all immediately comfortable and willing to get freaky together. If you can’t, as a writer, handle the dynamic that Person A, Person B, Person C, and Person D, for example, all have different shit going on - be they issues of jealous emotions over the dynamic between the other members in the relationship, feelings of insecurity/inadequacy, or just generally not being entirely comfortable with all other members of the quartet without some coaxing, and trust-building, and love (especially in the early stages) - the writing can get messy and/or wildly unrealistic.
Second, you need a foundation of writing skill to build upon if you want to handle the first reason with any kind of aptitude. If you can’t climb inside every single character you throw into the pairing and give them all the differing traits, feelings, and characterisitcs, they’re all going to read as nothing more than thirsty horn-dogs and the people of the poly community are going to be annoyed about another misrespresentation of their lifestyle.
Polyamory is not just a group of guys and gals, be they cis/het/pan/bi/ace/gay/trans/NB, all just pounding away at each other in the bedroom, and to respresent it that way is unkind and tends to just read as bad and unrealisitic porn.
While I do understand the urge to be writing, say Hermione and Draco getting it on and having Harry pop in and be like, “hey, mind if I join in?” it’s really not as simple as all that. Don’t get me wrong. There are times when I’m working on a scene, and I think, “You know, a little Sirius in my Snamione would be just the thing to break this tension” but it’s sooooo not that simple. We’re talking two men who abolsutley loathe each other and try to maim each other whenever they lay eyes on the other, suddenly being like, “Oh yeah, sure. Hermione is here and so hot, we’ll ignore a lifetime of hatred to get our bone on.” (I’m dealing with this very issue in my triad marriage law fic with that three, Limerence Laws, and oh my god, it is tough.)
It’s doable, and one of my best friends, Freya Ishtar, writes poly-fics with an unparalleled skill in my opinion, so if you really want to try your hand at it, I recommend devouring her stories (and leaving glowing reviews *winks*), and learning everything you can from the way she handles it all. But as I said, I personally prefer single-pairing stories to write, and frankly to read, as well. When I do read a poly fic without knowing on the way in that it’s poly, I do tend to find it a bit jarring and even a bit annoying. Like, I’m here for the Thormione, clear off Antonin! Or “Hey, Ron, get out of my Pots&Pans fic with your freckles and your big willy, could ya?”
Personally I tend to find even when I do read poly fics (and I confess I usually stick to Freya’s or my own) I do still tend to find myself drawn to one pairing over the others. Like, in Fevridity for example. I love writing the scenes with Hermione and Severus because they’re so intimate and detailed and there is so much tension. I like writing her with Thorfinn for the simplicity of just needing a good cleanout of the pipes, as it were. But actually writing her with Draco and Rabastan in those threesome scenes? Tricky. Complicated. I’ve got a whole other set of hands to worry about making sure that Bass doesn’t have one on Hermione’s boobs, one on Draco’s ass, and one stroking himself, because he aint’ got three, you know what I mean? The dynamic of everyone’s different emotions is fun for me to write because I like exploring the aspects of jealousy and apathy and attraction between so many different strong personalities, so it’s a challenge for me, which I like.
But I confess that if I was still new to writing, I’d never have dared attempt a story like that because there are just too many components that rely on being able to write realistically and to build a scene with complexity, rather than just a three-second thrill of ZOMG THREESOME! You know?
I don’t want to discourage you in the slightest, and I’m so thrilled you’ve reached out to me for some advice, but you’re right in saying that added people in a partnership, sexual or planontic, can 100% ruin a story. I tend to think of it all in the sense of that feeling you get when you find out your bestie went shopping with some other hoe you’re not fond of, or even if you love the other hoe to death, too, you’re still like “But... why didn’t they invite me?” That feeling can be one of the toughest things to throw into a triad/poly fic, but it’s one of the most important because no matter how well-adjusted we might be, humans, as a species, tend to lean toward feelings of insecurity at the slighest hint that something or someone we love might prefer someone else.
I’d love to read something you’ve written, if you feel up to sharing it with me? I’m happy to beta-read and provide some guidance if you want it? Let me know! And good luck, honey. May the odds be ever in your favour.
xx-Kitten.
The Wayward Familiar by Freya Ishtar
Hermione/Draco Malfoy
Summary: Returning for 8th year, Hermione unexpectedly winds up with a 2nd familiar when the one she buys for Ron as a gift—a ferret she jokingly names Draco—refuses to go to him. When she realizes the creature isn't what it seems, she goes further than she ever thought she would to get the real Draco back.
Complete (word count: 50,097)
Fic Rec #239
The Golden Mage’s Captive by Freya Ishtar
Hermione x Thorfinn Rowle
After Harry Potter’s fall, Death Eater Thorfinn Rowle declares Hermione Granger a spoil of war—granted by Voldemort for reasons unknown. Captured after nearly a year running, Hermione faces an uncertain fate as Thorfinn’s prize & returns to a world shattered by Voldemort’s twisted intentions.
COMPLETE: Chapters: 27 - Words: 105,851
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Heretic’s Blood by Gerilyn Marin - Summary: Welcome to Dorning University, a small yet prestigious college, where paranormal experiences are part of campus life. The lone black mark on the university's past is Synclair Cooper--a serial killer whose crimes haunt the halls of the esteemed educational institution nearly two decades after his death. Psychology major Melody Bennett has never experienced anything. Her lack of first-hand knowledge makes her curious, though not curious enough to seek out any paranormal occurrences. Instead, she focuses on her academics until a chance encounter with Dominic Emerson, an ex-friend Melody has despised since middle school, reveals the beginnings of a haunting mystery. The university's dark history stretches back further than any living person knows, but neither of them realizes how close their own ties to that history are until one of Melody's friends goes missing.
The Graced Girl by Gerilyn Marin - Summary: After a traumatic accident at a young age shifts Camille's perception, she is caught between two worlds—the human world into which she was born, and the world of the alves, whose abilities and spiritual awareness she now shares, marking her as Graced. Her friendship with Galen, their prince, helps her strike a balance, despite the sour presence of Torn, who thinks no human is worth the trouble. Years after a schism in their world is brought to light, Camille must seek shelter in the last place anyone would think to look for her. She finds herself drawn to Torn, and becomes the unwitting muse behind a habit his uncle won't admit to having. Matters are only further complicated as she is forced to question her friendship with Galen. Just when she thought evading a killer targeting the Graced was her biggest concern.
Nights of Blood and Fire by Gerilyn Marin - Summary: In this pack, she's the alpha. Imogen isn't sure she's prepared for the turns her life takes after the night a fiery explosion rips through the club where she works. Not the reunion with her ex-boyfriend—and love of her life—Tate, nor the instant, magnetic attraction she shares with his sort-of friend, Orion. She can't shake the feeling it's more than a coincidence that they were all bitten by the same creature. Caleb—the one who bit them—has problems of his own, his search for them complicated by an unexpected tagalong. The pack finally comes together. Imogen realizes killing Caleb isn't the answer to their problems. And when he reveals why he bit them, they understand he just might be the least of their worries.
The Darkness is Avery Manse by Freya Ishtar - Summary: When Antonin is offered probation—a few years of manual labor rather than rotting for life in Azkaban—he takes it. He has no idea Hermione Granger is his supervising Auror, with a mind to keep him from ever seeing freedom. He also has no idea that when night falls on the property he's tasked with fixing up, it becomes a place even ghosts dread to dwell.
Creatures in Cages by Freya Ishtar - Summary: New Medi-Witch Hermione has no intention of getting to know Fenrir Greyback any better than she already does. After a newly-implemented 'routine medical visit' to Azkaban goes awry, trapping her in his cell, she'll have no way around it.
Fic Rec #87
The Scavengers by Freya Ishtar
Hermione x Draco Malfoy
A shift between Draco & Hermione sparks a steamy mutual attraction, but hiding their budding relationship from their friends becomes the least of their worries. Secrets from a blood-soaked past unravel & something diabolical stalks the haunted grounds of Rowling University—something with its twisted gaze set on Hermione.
COMPLETE: Chapters: 33 - Words: 94,604
The Golden Mage’s Captive by Freya Ishtar
Hermione/Thorfinn Rowle
Summary: *A Companion piece to Canimal's Mage's Captive fics (written with her knowledge and permission)* After Harry Potter's fall, Death Eater Thorfinn Rowle declares Hermione Granger a spoil of war—granted by Voldemort for reasons unknown. Captured after nearly a year running, Hermione faces an uncertain fate as Thorfinn's prize & returns to a world shattered by Voldemort's twisted intentions.
Complete (word count: 100,938)
Fic Rec #478
Hecate's Children by Freya Ishtar
Hermione x Antonin Dolohov AND Hermione x Thorfinn Rowle
With Voldemort's demise, Harry rises as the new Dark Lord, only to vanish as the dust settles—taking his Death Eaters & Hermione with him. In hiding, he puts a plan into action to conquer not only Wizarding Britain, but the entire Wizarding World. And it involves his best friend—whether she likes it, or not.
COMPLETE: Chapters: 11 - Words: 32,513