#fridaysadness

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[kelseymorgan]

NADA

I don’t like my life, I love it. No matter how many times I try to stay positive. I fail. I want to do great things. But, the devil inside of me, creeps up and starts to eat my mind alive. It’s so hard for me. I need to pray more and read the Bible more often. Sure you all can make fun of me or whatever else you all do on the internet. The facts still remain the same. I am a sinner who will always sin. 

I came to a huge break through a couple of months ago. I want to be an actress/movie-star/singer/DJ/business woman. Coming to this conclusion was really hard because I have no self-confidence. I am the most torn down person. I know where it comes from. But, that is in the past. It doesn't need to affect me now. Everyday I need to tell myself I am good enough. I am worth more that what others say. Its hard the world is so judgmental. It’s a struggle to get out of bed every single day. 

Hard to tell right. Since you all probably think I'm a spoiled brat who has everything handed to her. 

NOT TRUE AT ALL... 

Remember a few months ago when my father moved me to Texas, yeah that was just the beginning. If I can prove to him that this is really my career choice I’m sure I can move anywhere I please. I want to move to California, that’s where all my work is. Its not that expensive, I have learned to love Texas though. 

I am also heart broken, cliche I know. I’m sick of being hurt. Over and over again I fall in love and now three times I have been broken. each time it brings me down a little more. I want to talk to him again but he hasn't tried to communicate with me. So I just walk away. That’s all I can do. Its sad. 

Im going to go running now my trainer just walked in and told me its time to go.  

Adios. 

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DEPRESSED lang peg ko ngayon.. ;))) [teka diba dapat sad face]

huhuhuhuhu kainis naman oh. nabalitaan ko sa isa kong kaibigan last December pa na magcconcert nga yung Paramore. so, un nag-search ako sa net kung magkano and when. na-thrilled ako nung December na sa February 2013 pa yung concert nila. edi nagbalak akong mag-ipon syempre. eto na masakit sa lahat eh, ung naipon ko, nauwi lang sa pambayad ng yearbook namin. saklap fre! :( hrrr. ngayon, luksang-luksa na talaga ako. since hindi ko naman napanood nung 2010 ung concert nila. tapos ngayon pa din hindi ko pa din mapapanood. oh dear.. :| :)))