perhaps it is the feeling in the air that brings out such honesty from her friend. love did bloom within this season, and pru supposed she couldn't blame any man for feeling a certain way. or perhaps it's the drink, filled as soon as a glass is empty, scooping ladle after ladle from the punch bowl. or even the circulating whispers from lady whistledown ; rumors and drama may bring out even more than love and romance, should someone let it. desperately, prudence tries to rationalize what could possibly have made fredrick say this to her - her, of all people. had they not been best friends as children, that friendship carrying on into their adulthood? yes, it had dwindled some after he had found his wife and moved away with her, but prudence never stopped caring about fredrick. he deserved every happiness, including a marriage and children, and what happened to his wife was a tragedy.
pru understood the emotions that swelled back up into her stomach and chest as he arrived back in the ton. but she'd pushed them down, simply grateful that her friend was back again. now he was muttering about their almost, and prudence's breath catches in her throat. 'why are you saying this?' pru murmurs, glancing out across the estate, standing high above on the balcony. 'now - here, of all places?' she cannot state exactly how she's feeling - overwhelmed at the prospect that he might love her as she does him, frustrated that he had decided to drop this on her, yet hopeful, beneath it all. hand rests against her stomach. suddenly her corset feels too tight around her ribs, and when she looks at fredrick, tears fill her eyes. 'there is no greater cruelty than being lied to, lord beaumont, so if this may be your idea of a jest, i would beg you, take it back now,' before she does something regrettable, like kiss him. @frightes.