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اتنا جلدی, تم اجنابی سے, میری جان بن گئے
"La simplicité".
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I became unappealing, uninteresting and pointless to even be put any effort into.
Iam to be left choking in my tears, but won't change anything.
I got hurt badly today and went out of home to place usually liked to go catch soft breezes and be with my thoughts, unfortunately since august been tainting it with my tears, as was doing so a kind elderly lady came and sat on bench next to me, without asking me anything she gave me some water eventually hugged me, just saying that will be okay, made me cry even harder. She stayed for good long while and told me to take care.
Was nicest thing someone done for me ever since august..
Today i really thought of giving up in life, im just so exhausted and im tired of being a ginormous mess who destroys everything and everyone who gets close to me. but i decided I will try to keep going till it all makes sense, sorry i just have no one to tell this too.It wont benefit you in any way but thank you for reading
Thank you.
Thank you for deciding that it is still worth it to keep pushing.
Thank you for finding the courage to speak your mind because, trust me, I know how difficult it is.
Thank you for choosing my blog to confess and express your thoughts regarding this sensitive topic.
But above all, thank you for being here and for being you.
You have a lot of fight left in you and I love you for your courage and your perseverance.
You deserve every goddamn thing.
do you think that nie huaisang and mo xuanyu were friends before nie mingjue died? like, two disciples that were ostensibly terrible at cultivating, not very good students, ect, and they both liked to hang around Jin Guangyao before shit went down. There’s potential for comradery there, yo.