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the new theme is so cute and omo i saw you finally posted smth WILL BE READING LATER TONIGHT AAAAAGGHHHH

HIIIIIII EVERYONE THIS IS MOTHER MY MUSE THE VERY REASON I WAS MOTIVATED ENOUGH TO FINALLY START MY BLOG USER LQFILES GOD IM KICKING MY FEET GIGGLING RN………

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MI AEGICHAANNNNN 😭😭😭🩷🩷🩷 i missed u so muchie don’t even joke the jelly withdrawals were hitting me so bad im glad to know you’re still here tho 🥹 plshdjdhjd this my main blog if anything like im always logged in here…. hdjfbsjfbdj btw you can just call me nura we’re past the mysterious gimmick atp ❤️‍🩹

i peeped the new theme btw 👀👀👀 it’s peak. YOURE DEADASS NOT THE ONLY ONE LIKE KPOP JUST BEEN ON A DECLINE I SWEAR i keep seeing everyone say the same on twt #nootice how this started when njz left..? YOURE SO REAL FOR JISUNG PLSSS he still fine as fark don’t even joke 🤤😆 you being a military wife twice in a rowjdjdhf like okay there go both your namjas… BRING JAEHYUN AND JEONGHAN BACK BRUH NO JOKE. everyone seems to dabble into wish nowadays like ummm guys the yushi pumpum belongs to me thank you i was here early.. pls dont even bring that mark stuff up bruh its gonna pmo all over again.. WE ARE WITNESSING THE CHOP-IFICATION OF NCT DREAM 💔🥀✌🏽

wait stop i swear i remember when you had just made this blog and still had 19 omg. when your unnie is lowkey becoming old 😭💔 you’re still a baby in my heart dw and happy late birthday icb i missed it urgh i should’ve been there.. i hope you had a nice bday tho 🥹 AND I WAS GONNA ASK YOU ABOUR YOUR FORTNITE LMAOOOO i hope you get time to play soon ~ AND HAJFBSJFBSJDHD SIS MAYBE IT WAS FOR THE BEST LIKE he was not meant to be part of your beautiful life i fear let’s find a better fine ass namja for you ASAP 🧘🏽‍♀️

it feels like i just made it out the friendzone u guys dont even KNOW 😼

dude the njz thing feels like a fever dream the way it all went down idek how to feel ab that still,, the only kpop thing keeping me in is just jisung fr how many years until he drops a solo or something i need it bc confession i didnt even rly dabble in haechan's solo so i have no idea what it sounds like but from the fancams,, jaehyun and taeyong set my expectations at a certain bar i miss my neos and my neo sound so bad i feel like a fake fan for this

actually feel a little ill everytime i see pics of them on their time off jae got so big i I CANT AN ENTIRE GOONER ESSAY TALKING AB IT and i thought i was gonna be so heartbroken whenever jeonghan got his buzzcut but its so hard for me to not like that man im hurt thats the loml like actually guys

the chopification is so real bc the one thing that gets me is WHY are they always on tour and never have diff stage outfits PLEASE where is the justice i luv my jisung but the black compression shirt gotta go. it has me double checking his ig post captions bc every city for the last how many tours same fit.

STAAWPP the unnie-ification of ME FUCK i keep forgetting ur younger than me too this is a sick world 💔 my bday was fun tho i get sushi every year at a nice ish resturaunt only this time it was followed by ONE (1) alcoholic beverage that i took two hours to finish idk how people do that...

need that better fine ass namja neow its getting hard out here fr

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okay making a separate message for my life update cause the other one was getting too long plsss BUT IVE BEEN OKAYYY last time you heard from me was around my bday which was near the end of my college year so i had to lock in fr 💔 WHICH BTW… IM IN UNI NOW!!!!! COMPUTER SCIENCE GIRL!!! we made it!!!! #WomenInStem!!!! i srsly cant believe it’s real but wow. life in general has been more serious and busy which is why i don’t post on lqf anymore (that + i just don’t have the motivation to post on there anymore… perhaps the end of an era…?) im trying to think of any tea i could share with you that i can remember 🤔 i won’t even lie to you ive totally lost my interest in dream im litch only interested in wish and some 5th gen groups (im a cortis fan now btw THEYRE SO PEAK JELLY and the music is amazing. JAMES I WILL TOUCH YOU 👅👅 I MAKE EM FAMOUS. I CALL THAT FASHION.)

WOMEN IN STEEEMMMMMM LETS GOOOO CONGRATS OMFG how has it been sooo farrrrrr?? i cant lock in to save my life so GOOD FOR YOU IM SOOO PROUD im still basically doing like 1-2 classes a semester bc i had second thoughts ab what i even wanna do anymore w the state of the economy and THE GOVERNMENT 😫😫 but i digress... BUT END OF AN ERA i cant believe we've gotten to this point it feels like just yesterday i stumbled on stg im SIIIICKKKK

sometimes when i see dreamies (not jisung.) on ig im just confused like a saw a reel lit this morning of like six of them and i did a double take seeing jeno like who tf was THATTTTT it almost feels like idek them anymore which is crazy would i have even said this in 2023

IVE BEEN DABBLING IN CORTIS its almost filling the 127 void but i physically feel like i cannot stan them the way i did w neos or svt bc why are they ALL younger than me i feel so fucking old 💔 keonho and seonghyeon are literally my sister's age it kills me

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also i read your little update and i support you 🥹 go make those gojo fics you always wanted to write queen… ALSO I FEEL U ON THAT NOT BEING ABLE TO WRITE FOR DREAMIES like wdym my pickle doesn’t tingle at haechan rn omggg wow when you find out you’re lowkey a fake chop fan. 💔✌🏽 how have you been tho i missed your life updates 🥹😭❤️‍🩹

my google doc open as we speak bc i have like three ideas im just too lazy to actually write 😔 theres like select few members i feel i could prob write for but bro why does kpop feel so EXHAUSTING to enjoy rn 2023 was my peak i fear bc all haechan got from me was a little giggle and story repost when he posted his baddie red hair pics cuz we matched 💔 (regularly reposting jisung on my cf bc he DOES in fact tickle my pickle)

havent listened to a cb since WALK... i did dabble a bit in wish bc i enjoyed wichu and i love me some riku and yushi edits + sakuya makes me feel so maternal. but half of svt enlisting and jeonghan being the first to go THEN JAEHYUN THOUGHT HE HAD PERMISSION TO LEAVE ME STRANDED but god is the military feeding him soooo good. i physically cant engage w dreamies as a group rn esp w the tiktoks im getting ab mark 😭. i found out late bc im just that out of the loop man i jst miss tyong fr

as for life updates... i feel so unc i turned 21 and changing the age in my pinned HUURRRTTT but literally NOTHING for once no drama to mention even more fortnite time has significantly decreased 💔 hopefully a boytoy can come up soon bc that other guy i think i told u ab MOVED TO FLORIDA?????? LMFAAAOOOOO

feed me ur life updates now lqfileschan HOW ARE THIINNGGS HOW ARE UR STUDIES HOW WAS UR BDAY HOW ARE U I MISS U BAD truthfully i have notifs silenced bc im logged into this acc only on my ipad and laptop and my reading blog that houses jelly anon™️ so i never see ANYTHING anymore 😣😣😣

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mi lovely jellychan… i missed you…. it’s lqfileschan…. hi…… i feel like i haven’t spoken to you in a year omg HI SWEETKINS.

LQFILESCHANNNN~~~~~~ lqfiles side blog/SECRET IDENTITY unlocked QUESTION MAAARRRKKKK???

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hey queenca how have you been ❤️

I MISS U SOOOO BAD IM OKAY HOW ARE YOU HOW WAS UR BDAY I MISSEDDD IT AAAGHHH

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at least you got a little knowledge on spider-man I DONT WVEN KNOW ANYTHIMGGG i was meant to watch the chronicals because i wanna actually understand what i’m reading when i read spider-man aus 😣 and SPIDER-MAN GOJO AU why does that kinda sound yummy omg… him in that suit 🤤🤤

- goonzilla anon ✌🏽

unfortunately my knowledge on spider-man ONLY comes from being in love w andrew garfield (watched his movie when it came out in 2012,, i was 8, never been the same) and like somewhat enjoying tom holland’s spider-man,, BUT imo i feel like theres not much needed to understand beyond him living with may and living in queens yada yada guys hes literally from my city like thats my nerdy bf u dont understand hes my blueprint for a future boyfriend 😛😛 but anyway…. the villains in spider-man arent that memorable to me enough to care when reading spider-man aus like im here for nerdy men and THATS IT!!! i’ve read a handful of them like mark ofc, gojo, if im not mistaken theres been megumi ones too, ive even,, read…. eren jaeger…spider-man au………..

this is such a bad take guys this is how u know i only watch franchise shit for fan service and not for plot 💗 its killing me to think about him in the suit bc theres alr been fanart of it and i was gagged i need him i miss him so bad

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ALSO SHARE YOUR SPOTIFY/APPLE WRAPPED PLSS bruh when i tell you i did not have any kpop in my top songs or even playlist aside from perfect night by le sserafim i was GAGGED….

im genuinely so embarrassed about this n ur gonna see exactly why💔 im not surprised i didnt have kpop in mine it was my top third playlist amd i think smart was only in mine bc i was tryna learn the choreo.. idgi tho cuz theyre pretty much the only gg i actively stanned and i liked easy more 😓

for context, it was during the height of it becoming a meme… in a certain fandom… and i cant ever be normal when i listen to a song it will be for a vveeeryyyy long time.. which is what happened here. because i made the mistake of listeninf while i played fortnite,, so it went on and on 😹😹😹😹 i dont think i need to explain the rest its not as embarrassing i just went through a crisis where i decided id go back to my roots bc i turned 20 so i realized i started listening to the nbhd ten years ago i was gagged sick to my stomach