#from s

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my best friend and i and i smoked for the first time. cigarettes? no. we lit paper on fire and inhaled smoke and quickly exhaled it. i coughed for 5 minutes, do not recommend. -S

well i mean i already smoke so YEET

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I hope you've had a lovely day :) -S

i hope you did as well !!!!!

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Hey psa hope you're having a good day okay ily and if you're having a bad day I will personally fight someone/something that made you have a bad day bye ❤❤ -S

i love you !!!!!!!!!! tell me about your day !!!

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drunk on a sunday night at 9:18pm

im singing

piano man by billy joel

singin while typing

dear s

im sorry for thanks giving. and i want to text to youbut i dont know to tell you.

mayve ill just text you all this when im done

FUCK!!! hahahahahaha

and the piano sound like a carinval!!!!!

sing us a song!!!!

i wsh i could drink with you and feel this way you now that im more healed

9:29 a pill to crush by evalyn

just told jake the snake that i would behis friend if he sober ups and fuck im drunk hahaha

um let try this again

dear s.... and jake if u are eading this.

im drunk. and i realize ive not been the best to you S. you gave me your dog when i movd out. you came over to my house when the engine in my car blew because you thought i wouldve killed myself due to my identy being so tied up in that car. and for that i love you and appreicate all that you have done and been for in my life. i miss you and i find it hard to be your friend now that you moved. its hard not having you aroung the corner and to rebuild my friend ship with you (this is gonna have to many typos... )

i miss you and i love but my love for you isnt romantic anymore. like... i still want to lay with you ynder the stars and be seen and be vunerable but i dont want to make out and reset your brain anymore. im past but.... i still feel alone and lost without you which fels silly... idk.... im drunk/ buzzzed and just straiting out my thoughts... im genuinly happy you moved and have a new boyfied that makes you feel seen. im sorry for making you feel the way you did. but sorry doesnt fix things

i think in this moment rn, at 9:40 on a sunday night (i have to go to work tomorrow.......) i feel........ (i pondered for like a solid minute) free and honest. i happy i dated you. i dont resent you. i miss you and a part of me will always love you

not like my fucking ex. angi if you are reading this, fuck you. didnt have to ghost me like that..... hhahaa i already drank to you angi. maybe ill wirte to you somday..

drunkenly, and thirsty (imma get water in abit)

ocean eyes

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silence 2/21/22

for a moment after you something painful, harsh, harmful there is a silence my pen cant each. fumbling, tumbling, torn- how do i heal after the storm?

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5/17/2023

ocean eyes, i miss you already even if i havent left yet. i long for your soft sleepy breathing beside me always. you are so lovely when we sleep together - I love drifting awake to feel you pull me closer, your warmth and scent sooth me instantly. i remember how anxious i used to feel beside you, so nervous and self-conscious. i can hardly forget the heat of those first few nights.

you are burned into my memory like a favorite song. i crave you like a drink or snack, it sounds silly but you've become a part of how i survive. my day-to-day life is so much better with you in it. even as the honeymoon phase wanes between us, there is a unique peace and joy in the mundane with you that I've rarely experienced in my life before. i listen for your voice, search for your face, and feel around for your warmth. you are synonymous with safety and what i hold most dear. to wear your ring and consume space in your life is precious to me.

thank you for giving me so much, for sharing the people you love, and for being yourself.

always yours, S