#fromthoughtstowords

[gaeaisnowhere]

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i am sorry that you are in trouble now, or in some deep kind of shit. i know it must be hard. i have been in my own kind of sorrows too. sometimes i dwell in them too. it’s really hard, you know. but we keep moving forward. that’s how we grow. no one will truly truly understand the shit you’re going through even if they say so. but believe the little hope there is that they offer. hold on to that tiny tiny string of hope and carry on. carry on because today might be a little dark and gloomy and ugly and despicable, but tomorrow is a new day! who knows, the tables may turn and the bad will be good, one way or another. carry on because who tf knows what lies ahead? you gotta go see for yourself. so carry on. keep moving forward. just keep swimming in the sea of whatever you are going through. you are going to reach the shore too. one day all this crazy things will make sense and you will thank yourself for sticking with that fine fine fine string of hope. rest for now. and then rise again. ;)

[gaeaisnowhere]

Do not mind the days the weeks, and the years ahead. Just live in the now.

[gaeaisnowhere]

Epiphany

I like this. I like that I am where I am now. I like that even though a lot has come between me and my dreams, I get to carry on with a brave heart. I like that I am braver now. I like that I have faith in myself now, more than before, more than ever. I like that I am who I am now.

I like this feeling. I like that I care less about what others think of me. I like that I care less, in general, and care more about the ones that matter—the ones that truly, truly matter.

I like that I have this sense of security in what I do. I like that I can get help from people who care, when I have to. I like that I learn and keep learning more about myself—what I can do, what I can become. I like that I know what I am limited in, and limited to. I like that I know myself better now. I’ve been quite a lost soul in the past, maybe.

But I was found.

I like it. I like everything this life has taught me.

I like that I get to share this with the ones I’m surrounded with. I like that I get to share my life with people I love. I like that I get to share a piece of me to people I meet in the path to my legend.

I like that I am in this process.

I like the process.

I like that I can take time.

I like that there is time.

I like that my time will come. I know that time will come.

My time will come.

And yours, too.

[gaeaisnowhere]

Weapons

Be more careful with your words. Be more mindful of the things that you say to anybody. Be sensitive. Be considerate. Be kind. Be there—in their shoes. Be in their war zone. Or at least just be attentive. More often than not a lot is contained in their chest. Some things just pile up, about to burst in one sharp word, in one ultimately triggering factor.

Be more careful of your words. Sometimes being silent pays more than all the unsolicited what-not.

Sometimes your silence saves them. At least another day.

[gaeaisnowhere]

You can think of all the crazy, crazy ideas about who you are but to me you will always be more. You are more than all the beautiful things in this life. You are utopia to me.

[gaeaisnowhere]

I remember all the bad days even if I try to shake everything off. I remember the regrets even when I try to keep moving forward. I remember all the doubts even when I try to convince myself that there is hope. I remember all insecurities even when I am complimented. I remember all negativity even in my attempts at optimism.

I hate that I remember everything I don’t want to remember.

And then I remember you.

I am reminded that bad days will soon be over and that tomorrow, the sun will rise again. I am reminded that we always have a choice so there’s no point in regrets. I am reminded of second chances, and the hope that things will only get better. I am reminded that I am beautiful just as I am. I am reminded of all things beautiful despite the negative energy this world bears sometimes.

You—because of you, in an instant, I forget. I forget all bad days, regrets, doubts, insecurities, and everything that’s ugly.

All that’s left is this unexplainable energy that gives me peace...

...knowing I have you.

[gaeaisnowhere]

you have me

I will hold your hand when you feel lost. Even when it’s dark, we will pave the way. We will find a way. Dear, the night will not last, the sun will soon come back. And when the light shines, sure I’ll still be holding your hand. We will see the way. We will see the way.

[gaeaisnowhere]

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