Even though I was having a #frozenwithAnger day today, I put on my writing shirt 👕 just in case I somehow found enough peace to write. Then I took an Ativan, which I rarely do, and it helped calm and melt me so I could function better. I was able to actually do some important things, like making progress on journaling about my grief and progress toward finally getting a monument for my daughter's grave. 🌻 . This month I am doing #writerslifeigfeb (created by @madetowrite) to help me focus better on writing and to connect with the IG #writingcommunity. Today we're supposed to post our writing goals. My goal is to keep trying to journal about Caety's last days on earth, and hopefully to finish that labor of love by her birthday, June 7. 💜 . #lifeisgood shirt from @lifeisgoodco . #grief #griefwriting #memoir #journaling #writing #writersofinstagram #amwriting #tryingtowrite #writerslife #writinglife #Caety #cysticfibrosisawareness #childloss #lossofachild #livingwithloss #copingwithloss #sometimesjoy