#frrriends

[dannissunnyday]

I dont know what state you’re from, i’m just bummed we can’t be friends in person lol

That's such a cool message! Someone would want to be friends in person? You sure? Haha I just love this energy here. Hope you're having a happy day!

[mmariae-blog]

[061214] Loooool #wtf @raaawra #skype#frrriends#wedacreepy#latenight

[mmariae-blog]

Under the Milky Way.

I was going to make a post yesterday, but I was occupied with back massages and spending time with my sister as well as trying to read. On top of that, I was trying to sleep early and get some sleep, but I didn't really and I just woke up about 15 minutes ago.

First off, I had an awesome date. Good food along with free good reads, a new anime series to watch, COFFEE and just awesome quality time with my friend, Emily. I know we don't hang out as much any more but I guarantee you nothing has changed. Haha. I like those friendships where even though it's been a while, we continue to pick up from last time. The talks about jobs, going to school, moving out and everything else. These times make me happy.

Later at night, I spent time with Peanut. I swear, it's really nice being able to talk to someone who understands what I mean, not saying that no one doesn't understand me, but she literally gets what my complicated mind is trying to say. And I thank you for always being there even though we shit talk ever so often. And thank you for the advice and awkward back massage. Hahaha.

I spent the last bit of the night, skyping/googling with my friends from yesterday night because that's what we said we'd do. Again, another good time with friends. Let's just say I shed some tears when my friend had opened up and it made me feel very proud of her. Here I thought it was going to be difficult and it would be a while till she said something. And so plans are made to see her after I'm done working. (:

I feel bad that I've been staying out later than usual and spending money I shouldn't be spending. But it's all sake for quality time and friendship. Haha. Money isn't everything when having a good time, but it does buy you a cup of coffee to enhance the mood setting. ;) Anyway, yesterday was just purely awesome and I'm thankful. It's times like these that make me smile like a fool. Hahaha.

Lastly, I'm not sure how I felt when I was talking to him. My feelings haven't changed but I can tell when I've become attached and I start to fear that he'd get bored of me. I can also tell I'm being a bit awkward. Don't take it the wrong way. We'll still be friends. I think it's best that I push him away for the time being or until I come to see him so that I don't overwhelm myself with my one-sided feelings.

I've said a shitload. Time to get ready for work.

[whyhellomymunchkins]

I've suddenly been hit my this realization: I have more Tumblr friends then actual real life friends. This is a sad day.

Ah well!