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My First Post

well,new to Tumblr I don’t know what to post.Also I don’t know how this works and as  I am anonymous I guess there is no harm in posting whatever i want.First of all I am doing because I want to find out what I am passionate about.So,I thought I’ll give a try at some things I feel like doing even on my very bad day.As writing is one of them I’m willing to take a shot at this. Even though i have two midterms tomorrow I am gonna spend some of my time on this because I am really frustrated with my subjects and things going on in my head.Apparently,I came here to escape from that.Not that I hate studying but i have been doing this for like 10 years from now and I am feeling like I am getting nowhere.Growing up I was not encouraged in any other activities than in academic studies.I am not discouraged too but as I was encouraged in academics it became too much pressure and in 9th  and 10th grade I had to go school for around 10 hrs a day and that school doesn’t even have any extra circular activity.and then comes the junior and senior well this is time in the life  most of teenagers enjoy their life but being in society where people believe this time of teenagers decides their life and career and only thing that gives it is preparing for engineering or doctor entrance exams. so, I had(chose) to go to school where they make us study for 15 hours a day  literally.i used both had and chose in previous sentence because I don’t  know what to use because living in such kind of society made me think  it was a good idea.I don’t know if it is or not .Coming back to my high school thing I studied in dummy school.yeah, that is what they call it.They call it that because they only teach maths,physics,chemistry which are important subjects for the entrance exams(IIT JEE) which one has to take to get into top colleges in country. Sadly.only 15 percent get into those colleges which are called iit and nit.Even in that 15 percent  there is reservations for certain castes.I didn’t have reservation and i forgot to say one thing about my high school,In these school we were not allowed have any gadgets other than watches.I was hosteler in that school.So,having spent that 2 years in such god forbidden school I did not get into IIT but managed to get  into top 8 college in India which is good private college in India. Now this place is so much better for people like me but still has the serious schedule which primarily focus on academic studies eventhough it has many extra circular activities. Even though It has many things it is not for people like me who does not have any prior experience in those activities.Having spent in this college I have learned many things and enjoying some of it.But it still have some rules and regulations and students who were not been forced to study  feel this college is burden because the schedule seems like it is forcing you to study.But for students like me it only becomes burden thrice a semester that is before every term exam.