#ftfe

[livingdeadblondequeen]

For those readers of my First Time for Everything Series

I’m trying to do some writing, and when looking at what I had planned, I should wrap it up in about four or five parts. Is there anything specifically you want to see? 

I plan to show them eventually getting married, which would most likely be the last part. Anything else?

[brdbecca-writes]

From The Firestarter’s Eyes: Introducing Lize

Name: Lize Hill

Age: 23

MBTI: INTP

Occupation: Ecologist

Day-by-day, Lize plays the role of the scientist, data and measurements and objectivity. Alone, they learn something entirely different than what sterile numbers teach.

They go to the forest for research. They go to the forest to prove the importance of nature. 

Lize goes to the forest because it’s home.

Hazy fog on green leaves on a blue sky peeking through the canopy. Dark brown on faded gray on dirt blocked by foliage.

Thorns and thorns and spicebush. As they race through the underbrush, spiderwebs catching on their skin, the sharp scent smacks them harder than the twigs scraping their face.

Birdsong so tangible it’s near visible, the fourth primary color. Notes twinkle and crack, harsh and gentle, painted with thin strokes and broad strokes and with colors Lize can’t see. They want to hear it every single day of their life, will protect the woodlot with their life--

Suffocating smoke on red flames on brown shrivels, already consumed. The blue sky above a broken wasteland, gray haze in the air.

Silence. Unseen, opaque silence.

And so Lize burns.

More about From The Firestarter’s Eyes Here

[brdbecca-writes]

I finally got a page up for my newest WIP, From the Firestarter’s Eyes!

Check it out here!

[glitterslag]

It’s not rude at all!! I get where you’re coming from. I’d love headcanons or whatnot involving them! I genuinely enjoyed the entirety of the plot outside of the smutty bits. Like don’t get me wrong, the smutty bits were enjoyable, but like between roger and Robbie and just everything else, you hit me deep in the feels!! It was honestly one of the most brilliant things I’ve read!! But back on that note, totally respect you not wanting to do a part 2!!

thank you hun, v appreciated!!!! 

Also re: robbie -  i know right, i’ve accidentally made myself broody for a child :/ 

[glitterslag]

I sent you an ask about first time for everything but I think it might’ve got lost and now I’m sad cuz I need you to know what an amazing writer you are 🥺😢

hey, thank you!!! don’t worry i think i might’ve got it, there are a couple i haven’t answered yet! But if not thank you still, I appreciate it sm 💕💕

[glitterslag]

Do you ever write something that's like half-good? Guess not, bc FTFE simply amazed me. You continue to amaze me. Also, that line "thinking about the forgotten strawberries, left out to go over-ripe on the bedside table", is it a reference on the time she was pregnant where she was craving strawberries and she was feeling alone/scared and she feels like those times are over and in the past or sth like that? Or are you really referring to the strawberries on the bedside table? - 🦕

Ok first of all, please know that I adore u

💛💚🧡💜♥️💙💛💚🧡💜♥️💙💛💚🧡💜♥️💙💛💚🧡💜♥️💙💛💚🧡💜♥️💙

Second thing:

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I'd love to pretend that it was that deep, but I did not think of that like at all😂🤯 youve blown my mind hahahaha! To be honest, I was just trying to portray that she's quite an antsy, anxious, almost-but-not-quite controlling person, mostly because she was forced to become a care giver at such a young age. And so I felt like her mind was running all the time, thinking about problems, mess, safety, all that stuff. But I love that idea omg!! You've obviously got an English lit head 🤔

[glitterslag]

A first time for everything was beautiful!! Was it a one time thing or is it something you’d be continuing????

Hey, thank you so much!! ❤️

So a couple of people have asked me this, and I'm guessing it's because Roger and reader didn't have full sex, and you want to see that lol. To be honest, I don't have plans to continue it any time soon. It was originally supposed to be a oneshot.

If you read my authors note, you'll see that although i Iike including smut in my stuff, I really, really struggle to write it, and so I usually tend to quit while I'm ahead by keeping it brief and not super descriptive. That's the reason I didn't include, like, full PIV sex.

I don't want to write another part just so that these two characters can have sex. If people are invested in the story and characters etc, I'd probably answer questions/do headcanons for them!! but as for a fully written part two (after I already wrote 8k words for part 1, worked hard on it for over a week, and, to be honest, didn't get a ton of notes or feedback on it other than people just asking me to do a part 2)?? Please don't think I'm being rude, but... That doesn't sound that great right now.

But I appreciate it, and I don't wanna sound like I'm complaining 🙏😊

[glitterslag]

First time for everything was A C T U A L perfection, I'm so goddamn soft right now??? You're so good at writing sweet, soft domesticity.... Roger is licherally the cutest little bean and him with little Robbie made me SOFT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aww thank you so much my love!! So glad u liked 💙♥️💜🧡💚💛 Robbie owns my uwus tbh