thinking about transmasc!Merlin rn............. thinking about Arthur finding out on accident by walking in on him changing........ thinking about Arthur's mind racing all night, unable to sleep because of it, the shame and guilt compounded with his insatiable desire for him already.......... thinking about Merlin freaking the fuck out because he'd only fantasized about Arthur romantically, never considering it seriously because of his anatomy............ thinking about Arthur bobbing his head on merlin's tdick, the hot bud filling his mouth as merlin guides his movements by holding the back of his neck while he's going down on him........ or something........................... yeah idk.......













