first post of nagging
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me again!
somedays, though everything seems normal, I feel the empty spot of those pieces of me that I have lost, more than ever. I keep acting crazy, I get tired quickly, and my moods swing in a fraction of a second!
maybe it is related to the not-leaving-me-alone-for-a-fucking-single-moment fact that I am far, far away from my friends, my bed, my hometown.. from the whole “comfort zone” thing they keep talking about.. from every single person who knew me so well and without even trying loved me for who I am, not because they thought I’m fucking "cool"!
I don't want people to like me just because they think I’m “cool”(oh! I hate this word these days), whether in real life I am or not.
