#fuckfinalsweek

[rosekun25]

#Fabulous #fuckfinalsweek #Starbucks #Tevana

[tellement-sauvage]

#tb to when I was stress free chilling with the squad turning up to my favorite band @theinternet #fuckfinalsweek (at Baltimore Soundstage)

[g3rm0]

When you're supposed to be working on your ASL presentation but are playing Destiny instead lol #destiny #bungie #xbox #microsoft #halocontroller #fuckfinalsweek #jkIaintTryingfail #IneedThatATho #thatGPAGoodRightNow

[a-ndyl-ee]

May 9, 2016 6:59

     Just had a talk with a buddy of mine I don't talk to much. Long story short, Ive found and realized that I am surrounded by so many things that don't matter. People are so caught up on trying to obtain a strong income and work a 9-5 that they don't realize whats around us. After thinking about my life and the things I’m good at I’ve realize that Biology simply isn't what I'm meant to do. Everything happens for a reason and with the roadblocks I've been getting, I inherently feel as if its not what Im meant to do. Therefore, will be switching to psychology, I see myself as always being in a constant interest of why people do the things they do and perspectives of the world. This could be a rash decision but at least I have a greater chance of being happy. 

     Back to my talk with my buddy. Ive concluded that with what I've been studying that god is a theory, religion is a moral, and there is no such thing as a constant in this world. WOW IM A PSYCHOPATH. Society around us is too wrapped up with inanimate things that don't matter. Money, cars, bullshit. Its always sparked my interest to why people don't care about other things like physics, biology and the way the world works. Ive learned that people don't realize that the universe is stacked, we are just a being of energy in the middle. What are we? we are nothing but energy encompassed in something that classifies us as different, our flesh. Energy can't be created nor destroyed, so with death there could be this “afterlife” people speak of, but is it really what people perceive it as? We may never know. Just recently there was a clinical study in the UK on LSD, long story short the results were unreal. If anyone is reading this here is the link:

http://www3.imperial.ac.uk/newsandeventspggrp/imperialcollege/newssummary/news_11-4-2016-17-21-2

 In the near future I will place a $20 dollar bet that in 25+ years LSD will result in the capability of people to use their brains to their full potential.... while frying it and straining the shit out of it. I also will bet that successful entrepreneurs will be utilizing this and taking extremely small doses on the daily. Only time will tell, but we will see.

   With all that said, there was another recent discovery about our universe that proves everything is simply a wave. Not going to go in depth but google he higgs boson if you are interested in learning about something mind-blowing NO ONE CARES ABOUT but in which is UNREAL AND FUCKING INCREDIBLE. 

    With everything said in this post, I would like to lastly conclude this:

Love is just a chemical creation.

[runswithscissors26]

Your search: "Finals"

Did you mean: "Sobbing hysterically all fucking night"?

[justbreatheandsingg]

Can I go home already?

I ask this question to myself all the time but in reality the worst thing for me to do is go home. Whenever I go home I get pestered with question from my family or friends asking when is it my turn to be on stage? When is your next show? Why am I paying all this money for you just to fail? I get it. Theatre is not a stable major or career. Theatre is hard and rough and. Life time full of rejection. We put ourselves out there everyday like meat at a meat market to get criticized on how we look, speak, and sound. But for once I just would like to go home to my family and tell them, "haha suckers I actually got a part." But instead I just come home in silence and pray that they don't bring it up. You get so close sometimes. Where you feel great at and audition and you feel like nobody could do that part justice like you can. And them the list goes up, your heart falls deep into the pit if your stomach and you fall. Then you have to learn to pick up yourself again after you have shattered. I normally don't do this but, I am a senior. I have not done one musical at school. As a musical theatre major. And the time I had a chance to Showcase my acting was in an acting 1 finale for one semester. I haven't had the opportunity like the others to show what I can do, and neither have others in my major. We pay all this money to get beat down and not be picked back up. By the time we are done with school we are broken and worn out by all the rejection and the failure to please. There us no criticism that gets back to us to tell us how to improve. We just throw ourselves to the lions and hope that we don't die. I am just tired and worn down. I love theatre and what I do, but how can I do waft I do when there is no chance to do it.