I never vent on tumblr; i feel like i've been venting for the past week and a half and I'm gonna give people a break from having to hear about my nuisances. I've barely spent time with my girlfriend since I was outed, mostly due to work schedule conflict. We also couldn't really be at her house or my house the majority of the time we did get to hang out, except for Saturday and maybe another day, but it's just really annoying that we cant find a few god damn hours in the day to just lay there and bond. Not to mention I've had a cold sore the past week, even though it scabbed/healed within 3 days, but i still can't kiss her as strongly as i'd like, nor can i do other things that involve my mouth
My brother is being a massive retard and drawing attention to us, yet he thinks everything is 'straight' and that he wont get caught doing what he does. Thing is, people are starting to notice now. Today, somebody broke our door down and came inside the house but didn't take anything. It's frustrating to deal with this because the rental office lady has already told my dad numerous complaints about my brother, like him being on camera while going into the bathroom with some dude late at night (he hotboxed it), to him tying his shirts and sneaking out of our 3rd story apartment late at night. And the worst part is, that my parents won't shut the fuck up about how he's being a fuck up and I honestly think they should focus all that negative energy on him, not me. I don't want anything to do with it. They found a nug when they searched his room today and I feel like they're going to blabber about it for the next 8 weeks or years.
I'm coming to a close on my 3rd semester of college, and, for some reason, cannot find the motivation to study for these last tests. I know I'll end up cramming eventually but I just want it over with, and I want to make it out with A's in all my classes or I'm going to be royally salty about it
at least pizza's on the way
