Mar 15, 2015
Ive wanted to write this for a while & I finally found the words to describe how I feel, feel free to leave your comments & tell me what you think? its a bit more serious than my usual posts but important.
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Ive wanted to write this for a while & I finally found the words to describe how I feel, feel free to leave your comments & tell me what you think? its a bit more serious than my usual posts but important.
my 11 year old sister just picked up a banana and said "whys this one black?" so i said "dont be racist!" & she picked up a yellow one and said "im not..this ones chinese!" omfg.
sometimes life throws a curveball at you.
something that seems like the complete end of the world, something you think you'll never recover from. but life never gives us more than we can handle, i discovered this very recently.
around 5 years ago i lost the best friend i ever had. im not just talking best friend though, im talking inseparable. and when i say lost, he's not dead, but we didn't speak for 5 years, because his new girlfriend absolutely hated me, long story short, he chose her (theres obviously a lot more to it but yeah). and it was the most pain id ever felt in my entire lifetime, and i hope i never have to feel pain like that ever again, and for the past 5 years no matter how much i tried to move past it, every so often something reminded me of him and that pain would come searing back just as fresh and hard as before. i wished and hoped that one day he would come to his senses, and apologise for everything, but in my heart of hearts i knew it would never happen. until one day. 9th February 2013. at a friends birthday drinks. he turned up, and so did i, and he asked to speak to me, and we spoke for well over an hour...and he did everything id hoped for, he apologised and knew everything that had happened and in the end we decided to meet up for coffee and catch up. that day was today. and it was perfect. it felt like everything i had wanted for 5 years. like my christmases & birthdays had come at once, and i didn't want it to end. even got a hug which i know sounds small but to me it was amazing.
the point of my story is, as bad as something seems, it never ends bad..not really. life always has a happy ending, it just takes patience and time and if you're not happy, its not the end.