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[speezyjeff-blog]

Throw back thursdays #tbt Back in the day Speezy Motherfucker. #togolesevampire #228rapgod #jefftowmafialife #fuckyouandyourshit whether you like it or not 📸 by @real_atomik #classicman

[speezyjeff-blog]

#nofakes #amn #realniggazonly #fuckyouandyourshit always for all #dopegodz & #dopechics #worldwide 💨💯 #iamhiphop

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#jefftown I am #hiphop #fuckyouandyourshit #rapgame

[mutedbutloud]

I can't sleep

And I have to wake up in 7-6-5-4 hours Fuck. My hearts beating too fast. And I can't stop the tears from falling I don't want to see you anymore But I do at the same time I want it to stop And I'm going to have to be happy and smiling tomorrow Fuck Can someone inject happiness into me? Or can I fake it on my own? I can't Fuck Stop I usually drink caffeine to feel more awake What can I drink to feel more alive? To feel happy? To not want to cease to exist every other day? Someone. Tell me. Please. Cuz I really want to know And I don't know if there really is a reason anymore

[1nert1a]

People let you down, it's a simple fact.

[jessicerss]

late night ramblingz

Haven't been on here in almost a month.. lol I remember how I used to vent on here all the time. Well, here's one of those times now. It's been 3 weeks and you are still oblivious to what you did. At least a "I'm sorry" would have sufficed and I would have taken it. 2 words would have made these 3 weeks feel better about myself. I don't understand how you can just still think we can be friends after what you did. To be honest, I really miss talking to you and I know I sound cheesy as fuck right now but yeah... it's 12am, no one will read this. But honestly, I miss talking to you on a daily and now we barely talk after what happened. Part of it was because I drifted myself away from you. I can't believe you can stoop so fucking shallow and hurt me like that. I will never look at you the same way again. I wasted all my time, effort and energy on something so stuUuUpid. I hate myself for it and I hate you. Obviously my efforts have gone nowhere because I'm just a replacement right? I'm done with you... I wish this wouldn't have happened. I wanted us to be good friends but I guess if things were to work out, it would've.

[chiwrites]

TEXTBOOK

this shit is starting to piss me off,

Middle Child Syndrome,

that textbook bullshit.

pardon me if i swear,

but i can't find any other fucking way to articulate my mind

"and so you figure yourself a writer?" and HA

when everything you feel is limited

to little four-letter words. 

and so CLAP HANDS

for the great poet,

for everyone's favourite failure.

I'M MAD AT LIFE

and the sight of me in the mirror

HOW THE FUCK YOU LET IT BREAK YOU, G?

HUH?

what? what? 

switch song:

switch face and pretend to be happy

because anything else is just awkward.