These several months where pretty hard to me.. I was working nonstop, sometimes till 4am, sometimes without a sleep at all. My skin became pale blue, eyes red, I always had a headache and was feeling like a ghost, because most of the time I spent at home working with the photos I did in Portugal, photos I was so proud of (probably first time in my life..). I wanted to show them as soon as possible, I thought they are special and not only because of beautiful model or really nice place, because I left my whole heart there, because I wanted to tell a story, to inspire people and make them believe in their dreams. But the reality was something I didn't expect. Nobody cared. Nobody liked. Nobody interested.. I know that I'm not the best photographer and there are still so many things to learn but I'm trying to show my creativity and ideas as best as I can and this is so unbearably sad when nobody sees or understands that... I've tried to reach people's hearts so many times that I don't have strength anymore. My soul is broken and I don't know how to fix it.. 🌑 / #oceansdesire #oceansdesirephotography #nobodycares #nobodylisten #imtiredofeverything #dontfollowme #idontcare (at Sintra, Portugal)
