Apr 6, 2019
Experiencing the two sided and dueling feelings of being just So Incredibly Gay Goodness Boys Are So Sweet And Attractive And Funny And Good God I'm Gay Fuckin Shit
And
Realizing you're so isolated you're over investing in parasocial relationships to compensate and That iiiiiiiiiis not healthy and i should do something about it...
In tandem, rapidly oscillating, over an extended period of time is...... Exciting
But in like
The bad way.
#monster noises#FUN TWIST#there's almost nothing i can do about it#because i have trouble interacting eith ither people at all in general#and also it really feels like the universe is consipiring to lock every door in my face#you want me alone and dead motherfucker???!!!!#well good fucking luck i ain't fucking going no were!!!! you shit knocker!!!!!!!!!!#but for real universe pls be a bit nicer im so tired i just wanna go home
