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lol I made a meme
it’s true tho
On this weeks episode of anxiety rollercoaster: tall child gets irrationally scared their lady doesn't love them and also too scared to reach out to their lady because they don't want to be needy. The fun that never ends.
Guy: you're everything I want, but nah relationships are too hard.
Me: well this sucks
Guy: *likes photos of you on Instagram*
Guy:*watches your snap story*
Guy: man I'm so lonely
Me: 🤔🤔🤔🤔
I am so submissive and it's so funny to me bc I feel like I'm lowkey intimidating in my normal life but like to be choked and degraded and treated like an object on the side and only like 3 people know.
I want to press my hips against your mouth. I want to drag my nails down your back and scream into your neck until my brain swirls into the depths of a pleasure so loud that my thoughts are silenced.
I don't know if you still read these but when I said I was okay I meant I was going to be okay in the self-preservation sense of the word, not that I feel okay. I feel awful. Last night I went for a drive so I could scream. I talked myself down by saying all the things I needed to say to you. I am upset because I think I deserve to be treated better than this but also upset with myself because I think that you deserve to be treated so much better than the way I have been treating you. I feel scared and out of control because you are so important to me and I feel like I could lose you. Even as I said these things out loud I kept coming back to that. I love you. I love you so much and believe in my heart that this is temporary.