Not having a good night, thinking about future extreme judgement at school, and thinking about how I'm gonna miss one of my best friends bc I'm not gonna be able to talk to her for possibly months on end. She's the best. I'm gonna have to start life over a little bit bc school and a new part of the country and I'm super psyched but I'm gonna miss one of my fav friends. Also idk how my roommate is gonna react when I tell her I'm gay. I hope she's fine with it bc that'd suck if that's how my school year started, having to find a new roommate. She's super basic I just hope she doesn't think I'm gonna be checking her out. I would have figured out my sexuality decades sooner if just a girl being naked made me attracted to her. I'm just fretting a bit, minimizing it of course which is totally healthy(not).
