#fuxkedup

[xxlostbitchxx]

I don't know how my kids are as amazing as they are. Being raised by a piece of shit mom like me. 😔🔫

[everything-i-is]

Being broken isn't the worst, it's having no one to talk to about it with.

[sammcantspell]

I try and try as I might to love everyone, but I know that I am lying to myself.  I know that deep down inside, I have a very difficult time befriending people that have shallow thoughts.  The young people that are not open to thinking outside of the box or who never think about the world around them make me feel a negative type of way.

I don't understand how a person cannot look at the world, what is right in front of them, and see nothing but the world. The world is beautiful and mystical. When I see a freaking rock on the side of the road, I think, "How did that get there... WHY is that there?" That was probably not a good example, but I think you get the general idea. How can so many people walk around unaware of so much.

How can you not question everything? Maybe it has to do with the way I was raised.  I mean I was the girl in 2nd grade that argued with the teacher when she called Native Americans Indians and not Native Americans.  Maybe I should not care what others think about.  Their "deep" thoughts should not define our friendship.  Then again the majority of my conversations are my deepest thoughts.

What shoes should I wear, or how should I do my hair are questions that are not that important.  If that is all you can think about we probably will not get along that well.

Actually, I really just do not like you and I do not feel the least bit sorry about that.  I know that is fucked up.