watches cry play super mario odyssey while writing angst for @cinaedus FeelsBadMan
who’s the first to distance themselves (if either)?
The two of them fight, often. ‘We’ll help each other’ was just another shitty promise made at the wrong time in the wrong place, in the back of someone else’s car. Their problems aren’t going to fixed with each other. It’s why Fuzen wakes up to an empty apartment and Tresch isn’t anywhere to be found in the small hours of the day, not lounging in the couch or getting high on the kitchen floor.
Nobody told him how to deal with his problems in a healthy way. It takes him until evening to come back with a dripping wet jacket and a pack of cigarettes bought in apology, which isn’t accepted until after the make-up sex.
who cries more in an argument? do either of them cry?
“Then why don’t you go back to him?” is a recurring statement in their arguments, but so is “you’re just using me for the sex” and “you’re not going to miss me”. By that time, Fuzen’s crying, with a balled-up fist that may have already made its way into Tresch’s face. See above for how it plays out.
Tresch cries, too, but less. It’s a problem, but on the bright side, it’s a gauge to tell when it’s really bad. Like if Fuzen leaves first. Like if he finds himself half-dead after another relapse.
if one of them gets injured, who worries more?
Funny how all these questions lead into each other. Tresch doesn’t worry, not unless it’s already too late. He doesn’t have nightmares about Fuzen getting shot out of the blue but if it ended up happening he wouldn’t be sure on what he’d do or how he'd feel. Fuzen, on the other hand.
She might question him when he comes home with too many bruises and blood welling up in his mouth, and it’s concern masked with a heavy layer of possessiveness– which leads to more fights galore. Makes you wonder how they end up staying together, after all this ‘neon dreamer’ aesthetic’s been dashed to the ground.
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