#g:blake

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CRACKSHIPS: Madison & Her Vibrator, Blake & That Bullet That Almost Killed Her, Jaz & Booze.

Tell me how you really feel nonnie.

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Who do you think are the most fashionable?

“Blake dresses cutely, same with with Rory. Maybe Austen. No guys come to mind.”

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I cant be the only one that thinks blake and jasmin are dumb as fuck.

It’s that true love shit. No body buys into it. They’ll be divorced in the next two weeks, once someone cheats again. I don’t think it’s going to last. Do you? 

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jaz with Blake or Jaz with bobby?

Hm. They’re pros and cons to each relationship. I like Jaz and Blake better, I feel like they complete each other in a sort of way. Though I wouldn’t be opposed to Jaz with Bobby, and Blake with Tucker. 

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(she wrote this while they weren’t together.) 

Blake, @blakegreerr

I don’t know why I’m even bothering with this. It’s not like I’ll actually give it to you. And you’re not even talking to me right now anyway so I doubt you’d read it. Plus, it’s not like some letter with all my feelings is going to change that. You hate me. I saw it in your face the day you walked out. You hate me which I totally deserve. I guess it happens when you catch your girlfriend cheating. I’m sure I’d hate you if the roles were reversed. I don’t know if I could forgive you, which is why I don’t expect you to forgive me, but I miss you so much. I woke up this morning. I don’t know, I just thought you were there. I was really excited like I was every time I woke up beside you, and then I remembered it all. I know it doesn’t change anything, but she meant nothing to me. Nothing. I don’t know why I did it. It was a stupid thing. Or I guess that’s not true. I mean it was stupid but I know why. I’ve always thought you were better than me. All our friends think it because you are. I guess I got sick of feeling like I wasn’t good enough, and I wanted to hurt you– because let’s face it… you’d have to one day realize you deserve better. Bobby did. Why wouldn’t you? I’m the bottom of the barrel. That’s why I quit working for Dante. You guys both deserve better than some piece of shit like me. At least at my new job I fit right in. I only started working there because I knew it’d piss you off if you ever found out. And now it’s some place I feel at home. It’s a strip joint. I know how stupid that sounds, but it makes me happy. If I can’t have you, at least I have this moment of peace. When I’m on stage, I just forget it all. Everything, even you. 

Anyway, this is ridiculous. All of it really. I shouldn’t be writing you some dumb letter. You should be here in my arms. But you’re not and that’s just something I’m going to live with for the rest of my life. I love you, Blake. God, I’ve never loved anyone as much as I love you. Fuck…

Love, your jaz. @dammitjaz

[drew-coop]

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