Jul 23, 2013
"He hates you. He hates your guts. Don't even bother. You're not worth his time. He's pretending to be your friend. You have nobody. Nothing."
So I listen to music hoping the lyrics talk over my thoughts.
I could just use some aid, and I've even asked you, but.. my head's telling me I'm not worth it.
Do you know how it feels to have a sunken feeling in your chest and a lump in your throat for hours on end..? Hope just isn't there.
I'm miserable for reasons I'm trying hard to get over, and I just keep getting dragged down to the bottom when all of this happens.. it's not on purpose. Why would I want to hurt myself? Why?
I.. I need a friend.
