#gabemems

[kinbert]

love that its 5 am and i cant sleep bc im getting phantom sensations of my scars on my wrists! its great (it isnt)

[kinbert]

asking my pendulum some gabe questions, heres a transcript under the cut

q: was my jesse a transman?

a: yes

q: is my jesse looking for me?

a: yes

q: should i send out another call specifically for jesse?

a: yes

q: does my jack remember me?

a: yes

q: is my jack looking for me?

a: no

[kinbert]

mine and amelie's friendship was literally just

"bring your laptop over ill make lunch and we can listen to music and not talk."

but we still would have died for each other and we still vented to each other. she missed gerard so much. i dont think she killed him, i think he actually died in the swiss hq explosion. she kept rose bushes in the garden because they were his favorite. somehow jack still had a bunch of physical photos from our time on the watchpoint, and he gave her one of her and gerard taking a nap together in the commons. it was the first time in a long time I'd seen her cry. i hope youre well amy, i miss you.

[kinbert]

at the dentist rn and despacito came on like it slaps but it always causes this moment of panic when i realise oh my god its despacito

and then i have flashbacks to sombra hacking the intercom to play despacito and me and akande were always like "god not again"