#gackkin

[pandrena2]

is it ok if i ask u abt ur gakucanon??? like..ur relationships w/ the other vocas/utaus/etc and what u were like???? ;;;

ahh i never get asked this stuff it means a lot u wanna ask ;o;

though to be honest, i dont know entirely, i dont remember a lot of what my relationships were or if i had many?? im p sure i was just a loner - tried to make friends but couldnt rly function much?? i kinda represent this on my askgakumiku blog in a way. the gakupo there is a lot like what i remember i think??

as far as i can think i had a connection w miku of some sort but i dont know what sense it was in (romantic/platonic/ect)

[pandrena2]

3. how long have u ided as ur main kin?

ahh well, rennird has been since i made him the way he is now pretty much. before that i just thought of him as an attractive charactr, but i now kin w him

and gakupo since i got into vocaloid that was kind of an instant click some ho w omg

[pandrena2]

You definitely most remind me of Gakupo, 'cause that's the first one I think I associated with you.

jUST SAW THIS good i am gakupo confirm thank u babby <3

[pandrena2]

but wait if im shin ah

then im a dragon

holy shit dragon-buns

[pandrena2]

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so this doesnt sound as good as i hoped but violet-kat-grove i tried

i also tried to mix it a little, like edit how he sounded, didnt work 2 well meh

[pandrena2]

the chapter with shin ah and yona and the bandits + him showing his power for the first time is so strange for me. its my favorite because wow amazing gorgeous art and my ship is canon ect but

i just

get so many kin emotions. like i feel everything Shin Ah is feeling in the images. ive honestly never felt this sort of connection with a character and its really....strange to me

i cant explain it withut maing it sound like im delusional

but i just 

i reread it with my mom and i feel off 

again

like when i first read it yesterday

i just feel really tired and

confused and

hn

[pandrena2]

sometimes my kin stuff gets in the way tho....i dont like seeing other shin-ah roleplayers for example

i dont like seeing other gakupo’s 

i get super uncomfortable with pairings with them that i havent gotten into, or ships that involve characters of the ships i like, but paired with someone else cough jaeha x yona coguh

but it sucks because?? i really shouldnt get stressed over it at all. It’s silly of me. but here we are and i feel like puking

[pandrena2]

buy me a shin ah plushie and ill probably marry u on the spot