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Matthew Fairchild aesthetic.

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Chapter 1 is posted

Chapter 1/2 (Chapter after the prologue) is posted! This is my warlock James au where he is raised by Tatiana Blackthorn because he was kidnapped as a baby.  https://archiveofourown.org/works/29963532/chapters/75856196#workskin

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Emma Carstairs, Cristina Rosales, Isabelle Lightwood.

i would die as many times as needed my gay ass is in love with each and every one of them

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Song: Donatella by Lady Gaga

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Aesthetic for golden boy Matthew

"I wanna dress you up in silk taffeta. Tailor these clothes to fit your guilt... what's your size?"

Song lyrics Donatella by Lady Gaga.

Matthew Fairchild, character belongs to Cassandra Clare.

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Heard it was your birthday and that you are fond of Jem, James, and Matthew. So here’s this for you. Hope you enjoy and have a great birthday!

-Anoni

PS: If you’ve seen this before it’s because I had mentioned the idea to @heronchildlove before on anon

So, Will and Tessa made sure that James and Lucie saw Jem as Uncle Jem instead of as a Silent Brother, but it had the side effect of them really viewing him as their third parent. A label Jem pretended to know nothing about. And this carried on with Matthew, because he spent most of his time with James and the Herondale’s in general.

Well Will and Tessa had been having some fun, trying to decide who was the favorite parent. Well, we know that Lucie is a daddy’s girl and that James adores Tessa, but they had been hearing this for almost a week, so they found a way to make the argument stop, and when Matthew heard about it, he absolutely had to join in.

When they actually out and out asked James and Lucie who their favorite parent was, Lucie said Tessa, Will looked incredibly betrayed and was very dramatic when he said that “Surely James won’t betray his father like this.” And James just looks him dead in the eye and says that Jem is his favorite. Matthew was very quick to mention that Will was his favorite though.

Will and Tessa knew that they had been had, but were very touched that James and Lucie had considered Jem to be one of their parents. It was all they wanted.

This is a wonderful headcanon!!! Thank you!

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Matthew’s Letter (fic)

This can be interprete as platonic or romantic Heronchild. I find that the love between parabatai is similar to a queer platonic partnership. My interpretation of Matthew's letter to James. 

AO3: Link

Summary:

Matthew has written a farewell letter to Jamie, his parabatai, so he can work on himself.

My Dearest James,

By the time you receive this letter I will have boarded the train at King Cross to the coast. I do not mean to alarm you but I have many things to reconsider... I find myself as intolerable as a piece of lint on my jacket front. You are keenly aware of how fond I am of my jackets! After many confrontations with my mother I cannot bear to look her in the eye. I have committed such an atrocity towards her and father that they need not worry about a son who keeps up a lifestyle of debauchery. I know you have questions for me, and I want nothing more than to tell you it all. I have confided in Cordelia, and by extension I feel as if I confide in you. This is not the case by any means, I have been far too dishonest with myself, and of course, you my parabatai.

For a time your engagement to Cordelia fueled a rage I could not describe, how dare my parabatai commit himself to a lovely woman with a sham marriage? It was agreed upon between you both, and I took my anger out on wretched Alastair Carstairs instead. It is not my proudest act, though vindicating in the moment. I thought I had identified the source of my rage, but my feelings continue to fester even after your union. I cannot condone my selfish behaviour any longer, towards the Carstairs' and Herondale's both.

I pray that you won’t run after me, because I need to take this time for reflection. I cannot wait a year for your marriage to end, because I realized my feelings are not for Cordelia but rather an extension of my love and concern for you. I’ve been approached by good friends, Lucie, Anna, the glorious Magnus Bane, and your father regarding my poor habits. I couldn’t understand how drowning myself would cause you harm, but then again I am as vain as I am a drunk. It is written because I know that I cannot voice it aloud again, knowing what I know now about the Carstairs, after confiding in Cordelia. Did you know about Elias Carstairs? I wouldn’t fault you for thinking of me in the same vein, but there is one thing that I refuse to do. I refuse to continue in this path as he has, but it is a painful journey that I must endure myself.

Through our bond I can feel when you are in distress Jamie, I have no doubt our separation will have a toll. I need you to do something for me, I need you to be as brave as I have always known you to be, for me. I am frightened of what it means for me to leave London, but I am more frightened of the possibility of your life in my hands. I made a vow to you, “Entreat me not to leave thee, or return from following after thee-” but how can a drunkard be expected to uphold our sacred pact? I must leave thee but I promise you I will return. I swear upon the angel I will, once I have ridden myself of my affliction.

I am yours forever,

Matthew

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