#galvanistic

[figoia]

Nobody dies

Guys sorry for not posting my sketchs lately, I've been really lazy :P

[deplorabillis]

Car Seat Headrest - Nervous Young Inhumans

[baroquepopcorn]

Am I galvanistic?

Am I my own Galatea?

I don’t know how I see myself

Philosophy is the window to truly understanding what you even think and feel

What am I?

Am I an artifice? Do I project a false image onto the world?

No, I don’t think so. At least I don’t think I am anymore. Because once you invest yourself in a certain image, once you see it as what you can be, once you fulfill it and grow into it, it stops being an affect, it starts being you

Maybe it was always me

I don’t really change or reject things I hated about myself. I grow around them

That’s what everyone does

The foolish, obsessive, over eager child is still within me. But it isn’t me. It’s only a part of me

No one grows out. They only grow around

They’re the dead heartwood — your heart and mind always lives on the newest layers, but the what once was is still there underneath

I think it’s inaccurate to say I cultivate a fake persona.

I am my persona. My outward identity is simply an ongoing process of trying to express my inward self to the world as loudly as possible

I’m hung up in the idea of showing myself to others. That I have an interesting and wonderful something about me that I must express to the world

Their reaction, annoyance, acceptance, excitement — it means everything, because it means I am perceivable, and my affectations — which are really more ingrained selfhoods that I project outward onto the world, have become something coherent — something palpable and aesthetic

I need to read more philosophy

I need to listen to more albums

I need to consume more interesting ideas

That’s what every personality is — a melange of every single idea and media property and artwork and personality that’s ever stuck to you

You are not original, except in the fact that this specific mix of elements is original

The variation comes with the fact that while there might be people who like and are like this and that, and people who like and are like another this and that, you are the first person to be like both in your own specific way

In a way, I’m just as obsessed with the ways other people present their selfhoods. I love the ones that rhyme with mine but are different in interesting ways

Ones I can admire as complete and whole packages separate from me, down a different road I never took and fulfilled in their aesthetic goals, that while I can’t personally take from, I can enjoy and be happy for

But also ones that have more recently diverged. That overlap with my worlds — that I can take from, learn from. Use to build the greater me

That’s what love is to me. Getting to know another person so well that you create a new unit around yourselves. You are not two, not one, but three:

You, them, and youandthem

And that youandthem is both yours. Both something you create together and can take from freely. New engines of novel experience and learning

You are also perfectly accepted. You are finally “got” you resonate in such beautiful ways

How do I end this

What even is this besides another way to express my inner thoughts

I think it helps to talk. Not only so that others can understand, but that you can understand. Something about writing it makes it tangible to you. Understandable. You can truly sort through the feelings and make them concrete

It is a sort of examination of the self

If I had any musical talent or actual work ethic I’d make art about it

Maybe I’ll make a website or something

Eventually

Anyway, this has been nothing

Thanks for not reading

[ewaneneollav]

favorite noise albums?

Toby Keith - Toby KeithToby Keith - BoomtownToby Keith - Blue MoonToby Keith - Dream Walkin'Toby Keith - How Do You Like Me Now?Toby Keith - Pull My ChainToby Keith - UnleashedToby Keith - Shock'n Y'allToby Keith - Honkytonk UniversityToby Keith - White Trash with MoneyToby Keith - Big Dog DaddyToby Keith - That Don't Make Me a Bad GuyToby Keith - American RideToby Keith - Bullets in the GunToby Keith - Clancy's TavernToby Keith - Hope on the RocksToby Keith - Drinks After Work

[yoshitaketa]

where is sam

im posting my fc for when sam gets online

3995 6685 5416 sam play acnl with me

[55mph-archive-blog]

galvanistic replied to your post: who wants my phone number, i will text you...

id say me but ill be rly gay

send me an ask,,,, and u will half my nubmer,,