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[gallifreystands]

1,3,10,12,14,15,16,25,26,38,40,41,42,43,49,50

First things first, did you have a good year?

It was definitely a year. I’m a firm believer that even bad things that happen to you shape you into who you are. So I’m not sure that if I would classify it as a good year, but I’m definitely happy that I’m learning the lessons that came from this year.

3. Do you feel your age?

I feel much older than my age tbh lol

10. What song sums up this year for you?

The Cave ~ Mumford and Sons

“So make your siren's call and sing all you wantI will not hear what you have to say'Cause I need freedom now and I need to know howTo live my life as it's meant to be

And I will hold on hope and I won't let you chokeOn the noose around your neckAnd I'll find strength in painAnd I will change my waysI'll know my name as it's called again“

This has been a great year of personal growth for me. For me saying no to being put through shit. For me saying no to letting my anxiety and depression win. For me saying no to toxic relationships and believing that there is no hope left in the world. And for me saying yes to hope, healing, help, and happiness. This song and I go way back, and after pondering for a bit it seems to fit.

12. What was your favorite movie of the year?

Toss up between Baby Driver and Wonder Woman tbh

14. Favorite new TV show?

Ooooo. Hmmm. Broadchurch. Definitely Broadchurch. Which didn’t come out this year but was new to me! 

If we are talking about new to this year though, then DEFINITELY The Good Doctor.

15. Which new ship/fandom has taken over a lot of your time, attention, and tears?

Oooh. Let’s see. Probably The Far Meridian? Goodness I fell head over heels for that podcast my gosh. 

16. What food did you try for the first time?

I tried Pomegranates for the first time this year!!! They were really good. 

25. Do you regret not doing anything?

I regret not standing up for myself more at the beginning of the year. And for letting myself stand back and not enjoy the things that I wanted too because I didn’t want to make certain relationships strained or I feared what they would do if I let myself have fun.

26. Do you regret doing something?

I regret letting myself believe that I’d be better off spiraling into sadness and forging my way without God for a few months towards the beginning of the year. It did nothing but hurt me further.

38. What was the best moment of the year for you?

The most triumphant moment was definitely when we arrived at the ocean after canoening literally all night for like nine hours straight from a very small creek at summer camp to see the sun rise over the water. 

But the best feeling moment was getting a job offer in my degree doing what I love.

40. Did anything happen that you were sure would change you as a person but it really didn’t?

Losing certain friends I thought would really affect me, but it turns out that it really didn’t.

41. Did anything happen to you that you were sure wouldn’t change you as a person but it did?

I honestly was not that confident that starting on anxiety meds would work or help me at all and boy was I wrong.

42. What are you most proud of accomplishing?

So many of the strides that I have made in my mental health and personal well being. I have come SO. FREAKING. FAR. this year in my personal growth and bettering my mental health.

43. What have you learned about yourself this year that you didn’t know in the years prior?

I can survive so much more than I thought I could, and I learned that I’m capable of healing from past hurts. I didn’t believe that I would be able to heal from some things, but now I realize that it is possible.

49. What do you wish for others for the coming year?

I wish that everyone would come to a point where they realize how much they do have the opportunity to change other peoples lives, and that they give so much kindness and experience so much good in return.

50. What do you wish for yourself?

My word for this upcoming year is Thrive. I want to Thrive in all aspects of my life. I want to get really serious about getting into the Word and strengthening my prayer life, I want to accomplish the fitness goals I set a couple years ago about being strong enough to defend myself if necessary, and run more races. I want to do the best that I can possibly do at any given moment in my job. I want to grow as an interpreter. I want to Thrive.

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YOOOO! What's your favourite book/book series?

Brah I really don’t read anywhere near what would qualify as ‘a lot’

I remember really liking The Fire Within as a teen but the the story just got really ??? and I stopped being interested

Harry Potter counts I guess even tho I’ve not read it all from start-finish

I am not a book person rip

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Ooh! Can you write about the leverage OT3 being domestic and cute while they raise their adopted children to follow in their footsteps possibly?

I get to come up with ot3 children??? omg this request is awesome tbh. There’s more feels in this than just domestic fluff, forgive me.

“I’m not good at anything,” Victoria Hardison-Spencer says, poking at a hole in the afghan across her legs. She keeps her head down so that she can’t see her siblings faces.

“That’s not true,” Milos says. His hand comes to rest over hers, stilling her movement. He’s the oldest and he’s always taken care of the rest of them, even when Mom and Papa and Dad are out on a job. His skin is dark against hers and his hand is warm.

“It is, though,” Victoria says.

“Vic,” Isaias sighs.

“Everyone is helpful,” Victoria says, at last looking up. “Everyone can do something. Everyone except me.”

“And what makes you think you have to do anything?” Says a voice from the doorway and Victoria jumps. She turns to see Dad and Suhee and then shrinks under their matching unimpressed gazes.

“I just want to help,” she says softly.

Dad sighs. “Come on, all of you. We need to have a family meeting.”

With murmurs of compliance they all stand and trail out after him. Unsurprisingly, Dad heads for the resturant

When Victoria was little and Suhee was still just a baby being brought up in the Korean mafia they moved. Dad said it was because he got tired of Papa making terrible brews at the microbrewery. Papa said it was because he wanted to branch out. Mom told them what was probably the truth; with the addition of Isaias there just wasn’t enough room at the old place for everyone.

The restaurant that most of Victoria’s life has revolved around isn’t as small as the brewpub was. It can seat almost 100 guests with a kitchen staff of five, not including Dad. Through a back door there’s the Hardison-Spencer house, a living room and a kitchen. On the second floor you can find all the bedrooms. Downstairs in the basement, if you know where to look, there’s a cozy den filled with inventions and plans for Victoria’s parents other job, the one that involves a lot of illegal activity. Victoria has lived here since she was seven years old, she knows every corner. She’s not surprised to see Mom and Papa hogging one of the biggest booths in the restaurant, bent over Papa’s computer.

Mom and Papa look up when they approach.

“What’s up, munchkins,” Papa says, even though Suhee is 15 and she’s the youngest.

“We’re not munchkins anymore,” Isaias complains, because that’s his way.

“You’ll always be munchkins in my heart.”

“No, but really,” Mom says, eyeing them. “What’s up with the faces?”

“It’s nothing,” Victoria tries but Dad’s hand drops on the top of her head and pushes her very lightly towards the table. 

“Sit.”

Victoria slides in, Milos right behind her. Dad wanders off towards the kitchen.

“Alright, spill,” Mom says. “Who upset your dad?”

“No one,” Victoria says.

“Vicky,” signs Suhee.

Victoria tries to kick her but she misses and hits Isaias in the shin instead. He yelps.

“Did you take the last piece of bread to make your sandwich without telling him?” Papa asks sympathetically.

“No,” Victoria says.

“Ruin his favorite shirt in the wash and blame it on the mob?”

“No.”

“Forget to mention that you scheduled Rosa off so he wanders around the kitchen looking for her to go over stuff before heading out of town for five full minutes?”

“Papa, these are all things that you do.”

Papa nods. “And he will never know, you’ve all been sworn to secrecy.”

Isaias sighs, Milos hides his smile behind his hand, Suhee is outright giggling. Victoria already feels better.

Dad comes back to the table with a platter. On it is crackers and cheese, because Dad can’t do anything without horderves. 

He sets it down on the table. “Eat.”

“Don’t mind if I do,” Papa says, doing a little shimmy in his seat before reaching for the plate. Victoria does too and so does Isaias. Everyone else follows behind more slowly.

“Why don’t you tell your mom and papa what I heard you say,” Dad says to Victoria.

Victoria swallows her cracker as Mom’s eyes zero in on her face. She can feel herself turning red but she gets it over with. It’s like a bandaid.

“I can’t do anything.”

Mom’s brow crinkles. “What do you mean you can’t do anything? About what?”

“I mean anything. Like at all.” Victoria shrinks in her seat and the frown Papa sends her way. “I’m useless.”

“Who told you that?” Papa demands.

“No one,” Victoria says. “I figured it out on my own.” She shoves another cheese covered cracker into her mouth.

“I don’t get it,” Mom says.

“It’s like…” Victoria trails off and tries to pretend that her entire family isn’t watching her. Milos grips her shoulder and Victoria breathes deeply before continuing. “You all have your thing, right. Like, Mom can plan jobs and crack safes and stuff and Suhee can forge anything and Dad and Isaias kick butt and Milos is a really good liar and Papa is a hacker and there’s nothing that I can do.”

“But you don’t have to do anything,” Papa says. “When we brought each of you home we didn’t want you to do anything special, we just wanted you to be okay.”

Victoria feels like crying. “But I want to. It’s like, it’s the family business right? I want to be part of it too. But I can’t, because I’m ordinary.”

Suhee’s hands fly through the air. He lips are parted, moving, and if she had a tongue Victoria thinks she would be talking. “I think that you have value just being you, Vicky. You’re my only sister and that’s important.”

“I just want to do something extraordinary,” Victoria says.

“You’re not ordinary,” Dad says at last. “I can prove it.”

Everyone blinks at him and he sweeps his eyes across them. “Who can tell me the differences between these three cheeses?”

“There’s three?” Milos asks, peering at the white cheese on the platter.

“One of them tasted nutty,” Suhee signs immediately. 

“Pecan,” Victoria says. “One of them has a bit of pecan and lavender. One of them is straight goat cheese with just a slight hint of nutmeg and the last one has garlic and olive in it.”

“Olives!” Papa cries in horror. “Eliot!”

Isaias and Mom crack up. Dad allows himself a smug little smile before turning back to Victoria. “No one else but you could tell. Do you think that’s ordinary?”

Without her permission, Victoria’s face breaks into a smile. “Nope, it’s not.”

[snihplod]

Peach, lemon, passion fruit, cherry, blackberry, kiwi, papaya.

Peach: NOPE :D 

Lemon: a dog that is technically my bf’s mom’s beagle, featured on my icon, Haru-chan

(I couldn’t find this one at first lol) Passion Fruit: my style is...comfy and practical clothes, catch me in work clothes (hoodie + leggings) most of the time and I dress up once in a blue moon xD

Cherry: I can sing on a good day and I AM ACTUALLY PLAYING FLUTE RIGHT NOW (and recording and thinking about posting something if it sounds ok???) and I haven’t played in ages xD I also used to play piccolo, a tiny bit of piano, ukulele for a couple years, and I think that’s it

Blackberry: my life is somewhere between drama and romantic comedy I think

Kiwi: sea animals ^^ and the ocean in general

Papaya: uhhhhhh since I’m listening to it right now Chise’s Pastoral from Mahoutsukai no Yome / The Ancient Magus’ Bride (I like simple lighthearted things? I guess? idk do i even have an aesthetic *questions all life choices*)

Thanks for asking!Send me a fruit~ or heck make up your own fruit/question idc xD you can also send asks to @beanwaitingforya :)

[tsuquilisda]

Bananas foster, pumpkin pie, lemon tart, tapioca pudding, apple crisp

apple crisp: how do you relax?bananas foster: do you believe in soulmates? kinda? i believe there are a few people that you’re able to just... naturally click and fall in love with, but idk if that’s a soulmate. i do believe that two (or more) people’s souls can follow each other through different lifetimes, reincarnation style

pumpkin pie: what were your interests as a child?  hello kitty, harry potter, animals, environmentalism, and faeries... not much has changed lmao

lemon tart: how many languages can you speak?  english, some french mostly just conversational shit nothing too fancy, and im learning asl!

tapioca pudding: favorite animated characters? hooooo boy. okay so hello kitty duh, wander from wander over yonder, mabel and wendy from gravity falls, finn, lsp, marceline, and hunter princess from adventure time, lance, hunk, pidge, keith, coran from voltron, samurai jack, basically every character from star vs tfoe, chat noir/adrien and alya from miraculous ladybug, ginko from mushishi, annndd thats all i can think of rn

apple crisp: how do you relax? usually by distracting myself with books, tv, or internet... and if that doesnt work then i just sleep lol

[talkativelock]

I didn’t know there was a name for your fans but hell yeah you bet your ass I’m a member of lockflock!!!

shkdjfhksjdf all my friends getting in on this lockflock nonsense i cannot even believe >.<

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27 (meeting at a support group) or 33 (celebrity/fans au) for Parker/Hardison/Elliot (best OT3) from leverage. I couldn’t decide, so I’m leaving the decision to you.

I chose 33. celebrity/fan au for hitterhackerthief because The Studio Job is a gift. This isn’t a Studio Job au but I couldn’t stop myself from picking 33 in honor of that. (also I feel like a good number of these aus have a leverage episode that is already about them? god I love this show)

“You’re Eliot Spencer, right?”

Eliot looks up from his phone to see a nice looking couple. The guy is smiling and it almost looks relaxed but Eliot can see the distinctive twitch in his jaw that gives him away as either nervous or pissed. The girl isn’t smiling at all but she doesn’t seem hostile so that’s something.

“Who’s asking?”

“I’m, uh, Alec. Alec Hardison. This is Parker.” 

The guy pauses as Parker says, “Hi.”

“We were just wondering if you were, in fact, Eliot Spencer, AKA Hitter, AKA the Beast of Tennessee.” Alec finishes his sentence by licking his lips and bobbing his head a little bit.

Eliot stares at him for a long moment and wonders what the hell his deal is. “The Beast of Tennessee?”

“Yeah, you know…” Alec trails off and then Parker lifts her arms to flex like she’s a body builder at a gun show. “Yeah, that.” Alec says, grinning at her.

“I’m pretty sure no one calls me that.”

“We call you that,” Parker says. Alec nods solemnly.

This is by far the weirdest fan interaction Eliot has ever had. “Can I help you guys?”

“Not really,” Parker says.

“Actually, I’d love to get a picture with you,” Alec says.

“Sure, fine,” Eliot says.

“Yeah,” Alec says, drawing out the word and doing a little shimmy as he pulls his smartphone out. So weird.

Eliot leans in and Alec goes all the way by actually pushing his cheek up against Eliot’s face. Eliot probably looks stunned but there isn’t enough time to rearrange his features because Alec already took the picture and is pulling away. Eliot almost falls over into him, temporarily losing his balance because somehow in less than a second he had started leaning into Alec.

“Whoa, you okay there?” Alec asks. 

“I’m fine, man.”

Alec nods and swipes at his phone screen deftly. “Aw man, she photobombed us.”

Eliot peeks over his shoulder and sure enough Parker somehow made her way into the frame. Her grin over Eliot’s shoulder looks a little crazy. Eliot himself looks surprised. The color is high in his cheeks and his eyes are a little wide but the smile hadn’t fallen off his face yet. Alec, unfortunately, is doing duck lips. Somehow it works. It’s a terrible picture but they look all look happy.

“Hey,” Eliot says before he can think better of it. “Can you send this to me?”

Alec blinks. “Sure, man. Like an email or…?”

Eliot shakes his head. “I’ll just give you my number.”

Parker bursts out laughing. “You’re gonna regret that.”

Alec pouts and Eliot eyes him. “Why, is he gonna send me something weird?”

“Only like a text every four seconds,” Parker says.

“Don’t talk down about me to the chart topping musician, girl, that’s just rude.”

Eliot smothers his smile. “I think I’ll live.”

I’m currently filling prompts from this list~!

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gamingglowcloudiplier replied to your post “tumblr glitch: no matter what app im on alfredos fuckingg song keeps...”

He did that on purpose. He's growing too powerful. Alfredo needs to be stopped.

if only,,, but no one can stop alfredo, once he starts hes unstoppable