Dec 30, 2018
Burried alive inside my own grave. And there’s no one else to blame...
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Burried alive inside my own grave. And there’s no one else to blame...
I don’t train for a fight. I train for myself. I am training all the time, both in body and mind. My purpose is unattainable. I am training for perfection, but I’ll never reach perfection.
Feet First Into Void
I’m stepping in to the void, searching for your soul among a million broken stars. Not gonna let you fade away. You don’t wanna be found; but you should’ve hidden your gaze, made of scars and holes.
Here’s the candle, here’s your wings. You don’t have to be in the dark; but I can’t make you jump. Don’t worry little moth, this time the flames won’t burn you out. You fly as close as you desire. And hear the sound of my song, from the bottom of my heart.
Moment you realize that the consequences of your actions outweighing the consequences of a sleepless night... Or two, or multiple...
Wild.. The best kind of beauty. My beauty.
“The most painfull thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting you are special too.”
Once a failure always a failure... It gets too damn difficult to keep going with all the voices in & around your head. The voices deem you failure. All your hard work is thrown out. All your sleepless nights in vain. You hear them so much that you too begin to believe that you're actually a failure. They poison you. And once you start to doubt yourself it's almost impossible to get out of that hole. It's like you're burried alive inside your own grave, and there's no one else to blame.
You know you actually can do it. You know you are actually good at it. But the poison is extremely potent. Eats you inside out.
Interesting how sometimes worlds of fiction can give more comfort than the world of reality. In the absence of satisfaction from the realm you’re in, you can always create your own realm(s); in hopes of finding long lost peace of mind.
Imagination is the greatest line of defence. Wield it...