#my garbage

[damnassgayassali]

guys no one buy first row center orchestra June 6th at 8pm, I’m trying to go for my birthday 😭😭 please

[damnassgayassali]

madhel The Wedding People au… I am cooking up something that I pray I can serve eventually 😭

[totalabsolutebogus]

nirvanna the band the pasta: we need to get a show at the ravioli!!!!!

[sirquacklesdefoof]

THEY SHOILD INVENT A WORLD THATS BEARABLE

[sirquacklesdefoof]

IS TODAY THE DAY I SHAVE MY STUPID HEAD

[damnassgayassali]

I’m saying this because I don’t have the power to make it happen yet… madhel beaches au. Spoilers for the beaches musical (I got rush tickets and was center of first row, center orchestra. A religious experience to see Jessica Vosk that closely omg)

And tiny note: in the movie, one character is named Hillary… and hearing “Hill” as a nickname?????? I felt like I was going mad. I see them everywhere I look 😭

Rich girl befriends ‘trashy’ show girl from Jersey and they admire each other sosososoSO much that they’re jealous of each other and end up hurting each other because of it. But then come together when they need each other the most?

Also Helen having a daughter whose favorite thing in the world is making fun of Madeline is so cute and funny. Helen learns how to stick up for herself from Madeline and live the life she wants, Madeline learns how to be responsible and put other’s feelings first from Helen.

Madeline telling Helen’s daughter stories about her mother and one day, walking her down the aisle, just breaks with the weight of the loss again because Hel should’ve been there. She keeps a sea shell in her pocket at all times, missing the weight of the ring on the chain on her neck, knowing it was never hers.

Eventually, the daughter realizing that saying “you aren’t my real aunt” to her ‘aunt Maddie’ all the time as a kid was true because she clearly had feelings for her mother 💀

Anyways, this proves I could win the damn lottery and become a millionaire and I’d still just be thinking about madhel and somehow make it about them 😭😭😭

[gold-in-the-shadow]

I finished chapter 18 of my current Sonic longfic that I will never post because it contains a lot of extreme content. Unfortunately, the odds of me finishing any of my shorter stories for Sonic are slim at the moment because I cannot stop thinking about radiostatic. I wrote a radiosilence short the other day (about 1100 words) and am working on a sequel to it at the moment. I’ll probably read over it obsessively another 50 fucking times before I decide to post it.

I’m actually really glad that I got into hazbin hotel because I’ve been a Sonic fan for 17 years and I was starting to stagnate tbh. HH is giving me a new perspective on shit and inspiring me in some pretty unexpected ways lol………..

It fucking says something when one of my favorite Sonic characters (Infinite ofc) makes his grand return yet I’m over here spitting and foaming at the mouth over Alastor and Vox. Am I becoming a normal person with varied interests or something now, omg

[tspks-blog]

more gta rambling- if i go insane enough i WILL map out every single fucking one of lamar's tattoos ive done it before for friends' ocs and i will do it again