Jul 27, 2021
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#there's something about subtle pressure that makes u just wanna#gavsnxjsjak#like they aren't pressuring u outright to do well in everything#but u can feel it whenever they brag abt u to their friends#when tell u that oh u shouldn't do that what if u get smarter#this might seem like a humblr brag but it's not HAVSBS it's like they're indirectly pressuring u to always#do well#and sometimes i just wanna not u know 😩#and it's not just i was so STRESSED trying to apply to my university bcs i keep overhearing them talking abt how to balance tuition and#expenses#so i was literally brainwashing myself that i have to get in i HAVE to bcs college is fucking expensive and this is the only cheap school#with my wanted major and uGHSBSJ#thank god i got in tho i really fucking cried HAGSHSJWJ#expectations are heavy and who carried the burden :')#even when those expectations aren't outrightly said#they're still#there#hoki sorry for being depressing HAHA i was fucking writing down the numbers for the dates and starting thinking 2 much 🕴#allex yells