#gdnkn

[blackboxmessiah]

Have some selfies from a month ago cause why the fuck not

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not my ex's brother asking to take a picture with me at work 😭

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really fucking ironic that depression was kicking the shit out of me on a regular basis when I knew what path I wanted to take in life and had things planned for the future, but now that I have no fucking clue of what to do or how to move forward in life I'm the best I've ever been lmao

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TW. CW. Don't read if you're sensitive, etc:

Just got out of the fucking longest shift of my life lmao.

Some dumb fuck shot himself in the head at work and I had to deal with the whole thing. Like I'm fine but that shit was annoying as hell.

I feel bad because I'm just annoyed.

Everyone's bugging me being like "oh shit this gonna change you for life. You won't be able to cope with it"

It's literally fine.

I get that everyone is trying to be nice about it, but I hate they're all just treating me like a baby. I'm just glad it was me that had to deal with it and not everyone else cause I know I can handle it lol

Idk

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idk it's kinda insane that I've had this blog since 2010 and Ive never really had the Tumblr™ Experience. Like no mutuals no friends no nothing lmao I'm just out here screaming into the void and by screaming I just mean reblogging shit and that's it.

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Actually the true queer experience is them making you eggs benedict for breakfast the morning after while one of them opens a new bottle of prep to have with their coffee

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Like the true queer experience is going out to the gay club with the other guy you've been dating and his long term boyfriend, finding one of your ex's old friends in the club, partying with them and them being like "im so glad you left him! This is the exact reason why I cut him off!", feeling validated and then going back to their place to sleep over lmao