You have been walking around feeling like you have lost your path. You felt like your strength has been stripped from you and you are wrong. You are going thru a ascension and tiredness and grief over the past is kinda typical. You have to go thru the storm to get to the paradise.
Right now is a time to rest to heal and tend to your inner child. There is no danger in resting the danger is never starting up again. You are extremely creative and have wisdom in spades. You learned to embrace the dark and light in your spirit and now you are a herald to the masses.
Its also time for you and your divine partner to get on the same page. You have a destiny and it involves each other. Do not start doubting now you have been the one with all the faith. This union will bring you both happiness. You will cultivate harmony and abundance together that others will admire and find joy in seeing. Be ready for this age difference connection its going to teach you to see possiblities in the unknown. Take down your mask and be vulnerable.