So I hear that you wanted to get a special letter from me on your birthday. I reckon I can manage something quick, so I'll try to make this special. I don't know much about you, which I think is a bit unfair given that you know quite a lot about me—so much so in fact, that I reckon you want more than a simple conversation. I suppose that might be a bit presumptuous of me, but something tells me that you'd be more than willing to comply. I'm sure we could find a few things we have in common. Such as, I have found you can find happiness in slavery. Would you be so kind as to entertain me? Being your birthday, I might extend an act of benefaction on your behalf if you do. You see, my whole existence is flawed. I'm just an effigy to be disgraced. So I was hoping that you would spend the night with me. We could get to know each other. I'll wine and dine you, then we can go back to my place. It's been a while since I've taken time to unwind, and if you're interested in sharing a night of reckless happenstance with me, I would be happy to oblige. I want you hot in my arms, so soft on my bed. I want to feel you from the inside. I want to do terrible things to you. I'll heal your wounds. I'll set you free. I'll be Jesus Christ on ecstasy and you can be my beautiful liar, my precious whore. So what do you say, Erica? Would you rather spend your birthday with cake and balloons or under the tainted touch of my caress?
Happy birthday, love. I'm looking forward to meeting you.
I'm working to get back to messages today! I have a lot from my lack of response while I was gone, so if I don't get back to you today, I will by tomorrow. I think I should be able to get to them all today though. Unless the message is a mile long. You know who you are. Also, I've been having messaging issues again with asks, so if you wrote me and I don't get back to you in the next couple of days, I didn't receive your ask. Messages under the cut, because there are many!
eleganblack said: *tackles* SENPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAI~~~!!! You'll be fine!!! Even if it takes six weeks for the medication to work, everyone just wants you to be in top shape! Can't wait to read tomorrow's post, I'm sure it'll be great, as usual. >u<
MY BEAUTIFUL, LOVELY, SHORT FRIEND!! I know. I'm really staying positive with this, or at least, I'm really, really trying. Well tomorrow is today and I'll be posting it very soon, so I hope you like it! Thank you, you beautiful land mermaid.
sports-anime-nsfw said: Take as long as you need Kai. Your health is the most important thing. This blog is amazing and it's gonna be amazing no matter how often you post. We love you :))
Thank you so much. I'm really glad that you like the blog so much. I'm sure your blog is amazing as well. I'd love to read some content of my fellow scenario blogs, but I never have the time. --cries-- I love you too!!
genjutsugoddess said: Pls take all the time u need to feel better, ur honestly such a great writer and I'm so grateful I found this blog. Like, I wish there were others that cover the same content as you and write as good. ( & nin lol :-) You have the best scenarios, they're long and thought out and you write them perfect every time. Tbh Ilysm so please please give ur body & mind what it needs. Like I don't really know what's going on but it really makes me so sad to hear about your migraines & stuff. :-(
Thank you!! I'm glad that you like it and feel that way. Well, I'm sure there are many other blogs who post content as good (if not better) than mine, but I really appreciate your compliments. Haha. Yes. NIN for life! Thanks again. This was a really sweet message. I love you too. I'm going to try. I want to keep busy since it keeps my mind off the negative, you know? So as long as I feel up to writing, I'm gonna do my best! Don't be sad, I'll pull through. ♥
solidsleep10 said: I hope the migraines lessen or even better, go away for you. Don't worry too much about us and take care!
Thank you so much. I've had them since I was eleven and I'm twenty-seven now, so I don't see them going anytime soon, but they have gotten a bit easier to handle. I lived for years without anything to numb the pain, so at least I have that now. Plus, I have an awesome KnB family that supports me now.
Anonymous said: *cries* OMG WE MISSED YOU TOO *glomps you* honestly it's okay , your health and other things come first , writing can wait until you feel like doing it (*whispers* not that i didn't stalk your blog every time i was logging in .. *cough*) BUT still , you should take care of yourself first , i hope you feel better soon!!!!❤️ much love!!:3
Yay! Thanks for understanding. Haha. You're precious. --tucks in pocket-- Thank you! <333
Anonymous said: Ah I hope you're ok! My dad used to get migraines like that, so I know how much it affects not only you but others as well when you don't know exactly what's going on. All I can say is I hope you feel better soon and I think I speak for all your followers when I say don't worry about us, your health always comes first so don't even THINK about writing any more until you're feeling 100%! Lots of love xxxx
Yes, it really is awful. I feel for anyone who has to deal with them. When my girlfriend and I were at the hospital (she was waiting for over two hours to be seen) there was a girl there with her first severe migraine. She was screaming and basically begging for death. We ended up leaving because my girlfriend didn't want to get called before her. We felt so bad for her. It was ridiculous. Thank you for your kind message. I don't know that I'll ever feel 100% but I'll settle for taking care of myself as much as I can. <3
Anonymous said: Hey there Kai! I hope that things are going well and that you're continuing to get better and better as each day goes by; as well as have lots of fun and relaxing time with your girlfriend! Please remember to get your rest first because your well being is important to us! *Holds up banner with your url* We will all be here waiting till you get back! *sits on the sidewalk and waits*
Hello! Thank you! I'm home now and I miss her so much, but it was nice. I just wish I hadn't been sick over half the time. It takes up our time together and I hate it. At least I got to see her though. Yay, banner! I have so many adorable followers. --tucks you in other pocket--
Anonymous said: You take your time Hun, your health is more important than getting someone's jollies off. I hope you get better soon! *pushes many baby animals to you*
Thanks! Haha. True, but it is a bonus. Ah! Cute things! --lies down in pile of animals--
Anonymous said: Please focus on your health first, there's no need to apologize. The rqs can wait. Your safety comes first.
Thank you! I’m working on it! \(♥♥)/
Anonymous said: Hi! May i request the Uncrowned kings + kagami as Fluff!Yanderes? Kind of that they are severely yandere, but not violent(atleast not towards their girlfriend) Thank you!
Anonymous said: I'm sorry, I didnt realize the picture of Imayoshi and Hanamiya was the description, and assumed the askbox was open, feel free to ignore the last ask about the UK's. Sorry again!
It's okay! I know that the description is kind of in a poor spot, but that was the only theme I was happy with that suited my needs at the time. I'll change it in the future, but for now it's staying. It takes me way to long to do up a theme. (Perfectionism is a bitch.)
Um I just saw this blog (recommended by hoe-imagines) and I want to know if your blog title is a lyric from suck by nine inch nails bc that is my favorite fucking band and my heart is really warm right now bc of it sorry if this doesn't make sense
Yes it is! I totes get you, babe. Nine Inch Nails is amazing. They were actually my first concert and the best to date! Also, a quick thanks to hoe-imagines for recommending me!
