absolutely obsessed with your writing rn ml! Do you think you could write a short fanfic with nanami where the reader is having symptoms of OCD and doesn’t know how to cope with it and hasn’t been diagnosed? Like small symptoms that end up be affecting the readers life intensely.
Example: feeling like they have to get something exactly perfect and they can’t sleep because of it
absolutely no pressure if you aren’t comfortable writing the request, thank you !
I got you girl, sorry this took so long I've been super busy and couldn't find anytime to make it. I hope you like it 😼 🫰🏽
"I just feel like the world is off balance."
"Nanami, do you think the TV looks off?"
You had sat in the same spot for hours, just staring at the screen. Nanami, who was in the kitchen cooking, poked his head through the entryway to see what you were looking at.
"I think it looks fine," he replied. "Do you think something is wrong? Do you want me to fix it?"
You tilted your head and furrowed your brows, speaking in a slightly critical tone. "I don't want to bother you, but it's really bothering me. If it wouldn't be too much of a hassle, could you?"
He smiled at you warmly. "Of course. But let's focus on dinner first."
Eventually, dinner was ready, and Nanami began setting the table. As you sat down, you looked at your plate and frowned. The fork was on the left. Strangely, that bothered you, so you immediately moved it.
Nanami noticed this small action. He found it unusual, but not entirely out of the ordinary, because you had always been this way. However, it seemed as though it had gotten worse lately. You were overcritical and slightly obsessed with things being a certain way—to the point where he was only truly realizing the extent of it now.
"Love?" Nanami spoke up, looking at you with a slight frown of concern."Hm?" you mumbled, continuing to eat your pasta."Do you think your... nevermind."
"Nanami, you know I hate when you do that. Just tell me what's on your mind," you said in a slightly irritated tone."Sorry, love," he said softly.
"It's just... lately, it seems that you've become very... particular about certain things."
The clock on the wall ticks loudly, cutting through the heavy silence that follows his words. You drop your fork, the sharp metal clinking against the porcelain plate.
"Particular?" you echo, your voice tight. A familiar, prickly warmth spreads across your chest. "I’m not being particular, Nanami. The fork was just on the wrong side. It’s supposed to be on the right. If it’s not, it just... it feels wrong. Like the whole room is off balance."
Nanami sets his own fork down gently. He doesn't look angry, only deeply observant. His sharp, tired eyes track the slight tremor in your hands as you reach up to adjust your sweater.
"And the television?" he asks softly, his deep voice calm and even. "You stared at it for two hours before we ate. It was off by less than an inch, love."
"Because it was driving me crazy!" The words spill out before you can stop them, a sudden burst of raw frustration. You look away from him, gripping the edge of the table tightly as if to anchor yourself. "If it’s not straight, I can't think. I feel like something bad is going to happen if I don't fix it. I couldn't sleep last night because I kept thinking about the kitchen cabinets being unlatched. I had to get up four times to check them."
The weight of your own secret habits suddenly feels crushing now that they are out in the open. You feel ridiculous, dramatic, and completely exhausted.
"I don't know what's wrong with me," you whisper, your throat tightening with unshed tears. "It’s just getting louder in my head. I can't turn it off. That little voice in my head telline something is off or that I'm doing something wrong....that....that I'm missing something."
The sound of a chair scraping against the floor breaks the quiet. A moment later, Nanami moves his chair closer to yours. He doesn't try to force you to look at him, nor does he offer empty platitudes. Instead, he reaches out, placing his large, warm hand over yours, gently prising your fingers away from their tight grip on the table. The steady weight of his palm grounds you instantly.
"There is nothing wrong with you," Nanami says firmly, his tone shifting into the reliable, protective cadence you know so well. "You are exhausted. You are carrying a heavy burden entirely by yourself, and you've been doing it in the dark. Love you should have told me that you were feeling like this."
He gently squeezes your hand, rubbing his thumb over your knuckles.
"We will figure out what this is, together," he promises, looking at you with absolute certainty. "If the world feels out of balance right now, let me help you hold it up. Tomorrow, we will find a professional who can help us make sense of this. But tonight, you don't have to fix anything. The television is fine, the cabinets are safe, and you are allowed to rest."
For the first time in months, the loud, demanding noise in your mind softens, replaced by the steady comfort of his presence.














