#gently screams

[nightcxty]

wanting to reinstall cbp but setting up the game w mods man i cbaaaaaaaaaaa

[corditeheart]

He kisses her before the countdown is even over, dipping her low in a ballroom full of people, under a glass ceiling that erupts into a magnificent display of light and color as the clock reaches midnight, and a new year begins.

She's drunk on champagne, the late hour, the festive joy in the room-- Garden certainly knows how to throw a party, and this year is no exception.

They are five seconds from the new year when he kisses her, the world going backwards as he dips her. There's no formality, no discretion-- she's happy to throw it away, free hand looping around his neck to hold herself close.

It is nearly halfway into the first minute of the new year when they finally pull apart.

"--You're supposed to wait until one," she admonishes, but there's only happiness behind it, and the urge to pull him back down into another kiss.

An urge she happily gives into.

[acevav]

Me a little hopeless romantic

[acevav]

Goodnight guys sending my love

[acevav]

I’m having anxiety about my fic

[kikenmuses]

me: i wish to write the roster: if i don’t hold hands w/someone i will die

[mikkaeus]

fics across fandoms that i have reread >2 times that are >40k words:

(as you can maybe tell i am currently drowning in nostalgia) ((ok this is long as shit and no one’s gonna read it but does anyone remember the destiel fic a room of one’s own???))

merthur: lost count, would still reread: the student prince, the wasting game lost count but would probably not reread to the end now: pianos are made for falling, we are all diamonds lost count how many times i attempted to finish this series but always stalled before the end because it’s 1.3 million words and i always had to read it from the start each time: loaded march. i think i made it to like.. 700k the last and final time.

hp: here’s the pencil, make it work (drarry, ~4x), if them’s the rules (lost count. harry & tom riddle (platonic). the only wip here & the only one without a main romantic pairing. i’ve kept up with this for 6 years now. 200k words, stalled at 41/83 chapters that started in 2011, updated a little over a year ago. if it an update comes out ill cry)

johnlock: saving sherlock holmes (lost count), nature and nurture (~3x)

mdzs (exception: these are all n=2 and 20-40k mainly bc newer fandom + active author community on twitter resulting in it being easy to find many excellent fics, so im more inclined to cut down my tbr than reread): the montreal trip (sxx), attempting the impossible (wwx&jc), hunters seeking solid ground (wangxian)

honorary ments for extremely memorable fics: - a room of one’s own (destiel... the last time i read this would be nearly 6 years ago jesus. why do i remember so much of it. the wings. the car. the frolicking bunnies. cas lowering his blood pressure too much and nearly passing out. weapons grade denial and miscommunication. it really had it all.) - stop my heart by wowoashley (taek00k) (don’t ask. though if anyone knows/remembers the drama im all ears bc i remember one time i got super obsessed with trying to figure out what happened w/this author but now ive forgotten again) - fucking beijing (i cant remember the actual title) (merthur. i am still in love with this. all-time favourite under 20k.) - alone in the water (johnlock. was this the first time i ever cried reading fic???) - that one sterek fic where stiles is a broke college student and he makes meals in tupperwares for derek for $$. (i actually read quite a few sterek fics in like 2014 but none of them made that much of an impression on me) - codename MONSTER (chanba3k (EXO). eternal wip i believe. this was in 2017? i was so enamoured with this universe that i offered to beta (another fic) for the author so theyd write faster. that’s when i found out that perfectionism combined with a lack of imagination does not mix very well with beta-ing.

(censored the kpop ones bc i dont want to draw the attention of rabid fourteen year olds)

[irishais]

i am wildly vacillating between not wanting anyone to acknowledge my birthday on friday versus PLEASE DEAR GOD ACKNOWLEDGE ME and that is a hell of a place to be in

anyone who wants to pay for my bar tab can do so in advance here