Day 11: Looking Toward Heaven
The best thing about making taking this journey with loved ones is the inspiration they provide. Yesterday, my sister brought me up to date on the two-month financial "fast" she and he husband traditionally do after Christmas. They abstain from buying anything that's not strictly essential, right down to fresh flowers for their home. Their fast ends this weekend and the fact that they stuck to it so beautifully fires me up to do the same. It never would have occurred to me to take on that challenge if my sister hadn't paved the way.
And then there's the fact that everyone who's blogged here has been honest about how difficult it is to stay on track. And yet no one's getting discouraged. We're all moving forward by layering on more goals, more determination, and plenty of forgiveness.
When I faced the fact this morning that I'd really fallen short of my yoga goals, I didn't beat myself up for more than a minute or two. I took a page from my family members' stories and decided to begin tackling it now. After all, we've still got 29 days. Deciding to cut myself some slack is a new behavior for me, one that feels both comforting and stimulating .
So I intend to do a full yoga practice this morning and will pour over my yoga books, trying to find a bit of wisdom to steer me through this day. I've heard it said that intention is everything and here's hoping that's a bit of the Truth.
"And so we step onto the first of the five paths....we will no longer have any time for the meaningless distractions of life--we must simplify our lives, concentrate on what's really important. No more time to only work and eat and sleep and die--no more time to waste on newspapers and television to hear about how others wasted their time."
--Geshe Michael Roach & Christie McNally