i haven't been on here in a minute but like schools tomorrow and im ready but now im just getting overwhelmed . i smoked my last free weekend away like crazy & now im sitting here still feeling baked tryna figure out all the shit thats about to come up and how im gonna afford it or even do it lol i got my birthday party with my cousin and bff then i got other shit i gotta pay for like MDW .. oh yeah and textbooks for school . i really hate myself bc i been spending my money like i got it like that and i really don't . im just panicking now lol like wtf is wrong with me . but yeah im glad school is back bc i got shit to do other than work and i have more excuses to not go out on weekends . did i mention im falling into a dickpression lol lifes good , ok nap time
