a comprehensive set of rules (p.2)
i have no control over my writing schedule. it has been completely consumed by this au. this is all of y’all’s fault.
heavy tw: blood and gore and bodies. also, bad people talking about raping allison and using homophobic slurs.
*
July:
“Andrew,” Renee called out, rapping her knuckles on the guest bedroom gently.
Andrew was currently living out of one, black suitcase: he’d spent half his time at different hotels and half his time at colleagues’ homes, though calling Allison a colleague was a bit of a stretch. Wymack had let him camp out in his girlfriend’s spare room, seeing as his place was apparently too small for the both of them. Dan and Matt had even let him crash on the couch between motel rooms.
Andrew was really fucking excited to get his place back. According to Neil, his father was pulling out all stops to get rid of him, or whoever was aiding him. As far as Andrew was concerned, Neil was in more danger, but the man refused to exonerate himself from the situation. The next best thing was ensuring that Andrew was untouchable.
“Andrew, can I come in?”
Andrew grunted, still bent over his files in the middle of the room. He’d pushed the bed to one side to make room and was suddenly shirtless, fan pulsating in the corner. He never did great in the heat.
“Oh,” Neil’s voice squeaked like an elementary schooler’s clarinet. “Uh - I can come back?”
Andrew squinted up at him. “The fuck are you doing here?” he got to his feet and made his way over, reaching up to tug on Neil’s hair. Definitely real. “Huh.”
Behind Neil, Renee snorted. Andrew glared at her: she put up her hands in surrender and paced off to do something else.
Andrew shuffled Neil into his room and shut the door, treading carefully around his work.
“This...” Neil looked over it, carefully avoiding the many photos and files and labelled evidence bags as he walked. He was silent as he moved, unnoticeable if he wasn’t always on Andrew’s radar.
He also looked much more presentable than the last time Andrew had seen him, which had been before Dimaccio was arrested. A button-down, much like he wore when they first went to dinner. The collar was irritatingly popped, and his trousers were properly pressed, the shoes delicately shined. He looked like a rich man’s son.
Andrew hated it. He also hated how good it looked.
“Sit on the bed,” Andrew instructed. “I don’t need you scuffing anything up.”
“This seems like a lot more than what’s necessary,” Neil said, avoiding looking at Andrew as he tugged on a shirt. “Also a lot more than we originally discussed.”
Andrew pointed at the profile of a smiling woman, and various other men. “Williams. Reacher. Jenkins. The three of them worked tirelessly on gang violence. They completely eradicated the Terrapin family from the game. Countless Bearcats and Catamounts have been locked up by them. But as soon as they turned to the Wesninski family, they were never found again. Three different detectives. Almost three consecutive years. They deserve justice too.”
Neil was, clearly, not expecting to have to put names and families to the bodies his father had diced and scattered. His expression had become shuttered as Andrew talked, fingers curling into tight fists, the fabric of his trousers ensnared between his whitened knuckles.
"You’re afraid.”
Neil looked at him, eyes blazing. “He is all I’m afraid of. I can’t just - turn that off.”
Andrew crouched down on the floor in front of him. “You’re allowed to be afraid. You have to promise me that you won’t run away because of it.”
Neil’s shoulders were curled inwards. “I don’t want to become him. I don’t -” he looked at the photos of the officers and the remnants of their bodies and the ruination caused by his father’s work. “I don’t want that. I don’t.”
“So leave it behind.”
Neil grit his teeth. “I can’t! Look at me. Look at me. You think this is my father? Parading me around at events, trying to find me a wife who can bear my child, tracking my every move? Of course it’s not. My father is someone else’s weapon, a well-enamoured thug at best. He’s a Baltimorean gangster. He’s not the one in control here.”
Andrew put his hand over Neil’s wrist and let him breathe for a moment.
“They know that he’s fucked,” Neil continued, eyes squeezed shut. “They know they’re going to lose him. So I’m being conditioned. I’m being shaped up to replace him. You know I’ve been in New York for the past two weeks?” He shoved his hair out of his eyes. Andrew opened his palm upwards, and Neil let himself tangle their fingers. “I want to escape my fate so badly, but my family has been indentured to them for - I don’t even know. Forever, it seems like.”
“Who, Neil?”
He let out an aggravated sigh. “Who else controls enough of the east coast to keep the fucking Butcher in check? It’s the bloody Moriyamas.” Andrew stiffened. “If you breathe that name outside this room, I’m dead. You’re dead. Everyone you ever loved will die. They’re so well protected that the crazy second son can go off and do whatever he likes, including training to be a police officer and almost killing the partner he’s given, but it doesn’t even matter. It’s hushed up within the week.”
He held tight onto Andrew’s hand. “The best I can hope for is a negotiation. A price that I can pay off in - a decade, maybe. Possibly two. Maybe securing a new family to pass the relationship to. I don’t know.”
“Then that’s what you do,” Andrew vowed. “We deal with the monster under the bed first. Then the basement that lets them out. Don’t run,” Andrew insisted, his hand having worked its way up Neil’s arm to grip the back of his neck. “Don’t hide. You can’t afford to, not now.”
Neil rested their foreheads together. “I’ll try.”
Andrew’s thumb brushed circles under Neil’s jaw. “That’s all I ask.”
*
Breaking news: Nathan Wesninski being brought to court for multiple homicides, including Baltimore police officers and Mary Hatford, his wife...initially being assessed for money laundering and tax evasion, Wesninski is now being persecuted for multiple acts of violence, mutilation and extortion. Police officers under Captain David Wymack have collated resources and new-found evidence and will attempt to put Wesninski behind bars permanently.
*
August:
Andrew’s heart was pounding. They’d tapped into comms just over an hour ago, received the corresponding telephone data and locations, and now they were paging the block.
It was eerily quiet, and too dark for a suburban area. The cul-de-sac had no streetlights and all the houses were either empty, with for sale! signs posted on their laws, or all the blinds were drawn closed. It was only nine in the evening.
Andrew took out his gun as they approached the house. Renee was at his shoulder.
The house in question was two-storey, seemingly empty, the garage locked shut. The gardens were immaculately kept, the painted finish on the house brand new. God knows what was happening within: Andrew hoped that whatever mess had been made within wasn’t irreparable.
Andrew’s radio cackled. “How do you want to go about this, Minyard?”
Andrew cracked his knuckles and fished out his lock picks from his back pocket as he radioed back. “Silent entry. I’m going to unlock the door, and only our squad heads in. Everyone else surround the premises if they notice and escape.”
“Alright, sarge,” Matt said, jokingly, a few feet behind Renee. Dan must have pinched him because he immediate said “Ow!”
Andrew and Renee crept up onto the front balcony: Andrew crouched down and worked for about two minutes till the lock had opened. Kevin had already phoned the security firm to let down the alarms, so Andrew and Renee stepped inside, unnoticed. Dan, Matt and Kevin dispersed, but Andrew always headed to the basement.
The light was on.
“...We should get back to Junior,” one voice said. “God knows he’s probably slipped free by now.”
“You kidding? We had him practically halfway into a coffin. Let’s just clean this up first.”
“Maybe pretty Alli’s woken up. If Junior wasn’t so fervently protective of her I’d’ve had her bent over by now.”
“Christ, Romero." But the man was laughing. “Maybe now’s your chance.”
Disgust crawled down his spine. He glanced at Renee, just as they approached the doorway: she had her eyes closed momentarily, lips moving with a prayer. The door was left ajar.
One, he mouthed.
“Didn’t think boss had the guts to get rid of little Junior.”
Two, she returned.
“Maybe he liked that bitch of a wife, after all. He could’ve had a kid with Lola and gotten rid of the pathetic faggot, but he stuck by Nathaniel anyway.”
Three, they both nodded, kicking the door wide open with his foot and grasping his gun in both hands.
“Hands up,” he growled. “Drop whatever you’re holding.”
“Kneel,” Renee said, softly. “We will shoot you if you don’t comply.”
Neither of the men had guns. They dropped their knives to the ground and knelt down, furious. By them was a body, heavily dismembered. The hair was neither auburn nor blonde.
“Basement,” Andrew barked into his radio, training his gun on the one he recognised as Romero. His hands were limp, twitching by his sides. Andrew wanted to cut them from his body and watch him bleed.
The other three skidded into the room, guns ready.
“Go find them,” Renee murmured, under the cacophony of Dan and Kevin wrangling the perps to the ground, Matt kneeling by the body. “Andrew, go.”
He nodded stiffly, falling back. Up the stairs and to the left was the door to the garage, which he kicked down. Switching the lights on, he looked to the two persons still on the floor, tied up and beaten down.
“Andrew,” Neil gasped, covered in blood and cuffed at the wrists and ankles. Allison seemed alright, if a bit groggy, with a gag in her mouth and her hands tied behind her.
Andrew grabbed the hedge clippers from the wall of gardening tools and broke through the handcuffs, cutting Allison’s rope bindings and tugging off her gag.
“Perps restrained, fall in through the front,” Dan said through the radio. “Victim dead. Get a stretcher: Forensics team definitely not necessary.”
“We can’t be found here,” Allison hissed. “We can’t be brought in.”
“Jesus Christ,” Andrew muttered, fishing the keys to his cousin’s place out of his pocket. “Fine. If you can get him on his feet,” he jerked his head to Neil, who muttered I’m fine. “Go to Nicky’s place. I’ll meet you there later. Unless you need a hospital?”
“It’s all superficial,” Neil mumbled, wincing. Andrew felt concern curl and knot in his stomach. He looked to Allison.
“Maybe you should do a first-aid cert.”
“Maybe that’s not a half bad idea,” she grunted, hauling Neil to his feet.
“The back should be clear of cops now,” Andrew said, cutting through the padlock on the garage door. “Get out.”
“Good to see you too, Minyard,” Allison drawled, pulling Neil along. With a wink, they were both gone.
Andrew rubbed at his temples, giving himself only a minute of reprieve, before heading back into the fray.
*
Nicky’s house was cold and dark. The two of them had been on a spontaneous trip around Europe for the last few months, visiting Erik’s family. Nicky wasn’t stupid: when Andrew offered him this and that, he took it without question and knew there was a reason why.
“When I get back,” he insisted over the phone. “When I get back the three of us are visiting Aaron. Got it?”
“Fine,” Andrew had grunted, hanging up on his cousin without a goodbye.
Neil had parked himself on the couch, staring at the ceiling with square bandages across his cheeks. Bruises mottled his skin, and his hands and forearms were mummified in a similar fashion.
“I was going to try and contact you,” Neil said, not needing to see Andrew to know who’d entered the house. “I would’ve called you.”
Andrew sat on the end of the couch as Neil drew his feet up to give him room. “Right.”
The man struggled into a seated position. “I was.”
“Should’ve let them kill you,” Andrew muttered, glaring at the unused television. Neil snorted, swinging his legs off the couch and settling next to Andrew.
“For what it’s worth, I’m sorry.”
“Just - shut up.”
For a while they sat in silence. Andrew lit up a cigarette and smoked it through to the filter. Neil seemed to lean a little closer, attracted to the scent.
“Hey,” he murmured, when Andrew threw the stub onto the coffee table.
Andrew turned and looked at him. His eyes were clear, purposeful. Andrew remembered their first date, their second. Cleavers and thugs and light, candle light and club lights, striping across Neil’s cheekbones like something from a painting.
Kissing him felt -
Normal. Right. Like coming home. Like finding - not the last piece of the puzzle, but the last edge, making a solid shape to be filled in, something clear and decisive. Andrew’s fingertips found his jaw and he felt Neil’s fingers curl in the collar of his vest. His police vest.
It was enough to draw him to a stop, pulling back just enough for him to breathe.
“You don’t swing,” Andrew accused, poorly hiding how winded he was.
Neil huffed, equally as breathless. “You don’t date.”
Andrew’s teeth ground together. “You don’t date cops.”
“And you don’t date mobsters,” Neil retorted. “What’s your point here?”
“Yes or no?” Andrew demanded, because he needed to know. He needed to know for sure. Without a doubt, with complete surety, with perfect clarity -
“Yes,” Neil answered. “Obviously.”
“‘Obviously’,” Andrew parroted with a scoff. “I hate you.”
When Neil’s lips curved up into a smile, Andrew kissed him quiet.
*
September:
“You know I’ve got a week off, after next week,” Andrew said, trailing his fingers over the threadbare t-shirt that Neil wore. He said ‘next week’ and not ‘Nathan’s trial’. They’d both come to an agreement that where they could avoid talking about it, they would.
It was out of Andrew’s hands, anyway. All the evidence was with the prosecutor, and it was their job to put him behind bars.
There was no way Nathan Wesninski was getting out, now. Not a single chance.
Which meant there was no reason to talk about it. Or about Neil’s future inheritance of his father’s position, or Andrew’s award of recognition for his work. Which felt rather cheap, really - he was just lucky that Neil had decided to give him a second chance.
Then again, policing was mostly luck, and a bit of charisma. Andrew was usually lacking in both, but right now, in the golden afternoon sunlight, with Neil in shorts and unkempt hair, he felt incredibly lucky.
Neil craned his head back to look at Andrew. His new scars were bright red, but healed over at this point. “Just Chicago?”
Andrew hummed assent, closing his eyes and pressing his nose to the crown of Neil’s head. Casual intimacy had always been - too much. Too soft, too nice, like it was covering up something sinister. Never had Andrew felt so relaxed, not even after sex, which usually resulted in Andrew grabbing his shirt, shoes, phone and wallet and leaving immediately.
And they hadn’t had sex yet. Andrew didn’t know if Neil would ever want to have sex. That was - unsurprisingly - not the most important thing on Andrew’s list of wants and needs.
Instead, here he was, lying on his back in Nicky’s guest bedroom. Neil was lying next to him, on his side, head cushioned on Andrew’s shoulder. And he did want this. He’d been tied up and exhausted for months: now it was all coming to its peak, the finish line right around the corner. And they were - okay. Ish. Maybe. Probably. Andrew wasn’t peeved about it.
“Don’t die whilst I’m gone,” Andrew muttered, fingers threading through his hair.
“I have to go to New York, anyway,” Neil said, sullen. “Might as well do it whilst you’re away.”
“How many times are they going to pull you up there?”
“Till they’re confident I won’t screw everything up in the change-over, I guess. Or maybe it’s about the wife thing.”
Something in Andrew’s chest twisted. He simply hummed.
Neil shifted, propping himself up on his elbow to look at Andrew properly. “You know I’m not going to go through with it, right?”
“And if they threaten you?” Andrew reminded him. “Your life isn’t exactly yours.”
“Fuck them,” Neil said as he leaned forward, forever antagonistic. Andrew sighed: Neil paused. “No?”
“Yes,” he muttered, pulling Neil down. One hand brushed along the slither of exposed skin that revealed itself as Neil’s shirt rose up: Andrew relished in the shiver that flitted across Neil’s skin. His scarred fingers - covered in circular burns from a dashboard lighter and various scratch ridges - felt familiar and known when Andrew guided them to the back of his head. Neil was careful, as always.
Andrew had intended on asking when the hell Neil had heard about Andrew’s past, but he wasn’t sure that he wanted to know. He didn’t want to talk about it now, anyway.
Just as Neil let Andrew push his shoulder back, following him over to kiss him into the mattress, Allison’s nails tapped impatiently on the bedroom door. Andrew broke away, startled, just as Neil cursed, sitting up.
“Yes, Allison?” Neil demanded, clearing his throat. “What is it?”
“You sound odd,” Allison remarked, door handle turning.
“Uh - !” Neil scrambled off the bed, looking to Andrew with wild eyes. “I’m - naked! Don’t come in.”
“Right,” Allison drawled. “Should I just wait in my room for him to leave, then?”
“I hate you,” Neil complained. “What do you want?”
“Andrew’s phone was going off in the kitchen,” Allison said, slyly. “Sounds like the prosecuting lawyer wants some of your time, Andrew. Nice of you to glide by without saying hello.”
“I’m busy,” Andrew retorted.
Allison just laughed, strutting down the corridor with her heels tapping on the wooden floorboards. Neil crossed his arms, red-faced.
“C’mere,” Andrew said, still sitting on the bed.
“But Thea,” Neil tried.
“The law can wait,” Andrew insisted, extending his hand.
The look in Neil’s eyes sent sparks flying across Andrew’s skin.
*
“Took you long enough,” Thea Muldani said, a master of clipboards and abridged glares. She was a lawyer worth Andrew’s time, he knew that, but he also didn’t feel like putting up with Kevin’s heart-eyes or Renee’s unsubtle glances.
Jesus Christ, he thought, slamming his bag on the table hard enough to cause everyone to jolt. “I’m here, now.”
“Congratulations,” Thea remarked. “Don’t care. We have a problem.”
Andrew narrowed his eyes.
“Nathan Junior’s prints are all over a tonne of this evidence. If we don’t have him accounted for, defence is going to be all over it.”
“Are you serious?” Dan demanded. “Nathaniel would’ve been 15 when Mary was murdered.”
“Doesn’t matter. If the evidence has been tampered with, it could be rendered useless. It would be extremely helpful,” Thea said pointedly. “If people’s CI’s could come forward and testify. We have almost no witnesses, except for Andrew and Renee, who claimed that Jackson Plank and Romero Malcom were acting on orders from Nathan whilst murdering Janie Smalls, last month. Neither of them will confess to any sort of collaboration with Wesninski, and two unidentified blood sources were found in the garage.”
“That sounds like circumstantial bullshit,” Dan argued.
“And can we prove them wrong?” Thea shot back. “No. We can’t. For all we know, it’s been Nathaniel behind all of this instead. He’s certainly old enough now.”
Andrew stood out of his chair, grabbed his things and turned to leave.
The lawyer gave him an appraising look. “I haven’t dismissed this meeting, Minyard.”
“I don’t care,” Andrew said. “If you won’t do your job, then I suppose I’d better go and fucking do it for you.”
“It’s Thursday,” Thea reminded him. “Case starts on Monday.”
Andrew ignored her, making sure to slam the door on the way out.
*
Romero Malcom was a sullen man. His skin was papery thin, even only a few weeks into his prison stay. Andrew couldn’t say that he pitied him. He sat down with his cup of coffee, leaning back in his chair with his leg crossed at the ankle. Romero was locked to the interrogation table opposite, shoulders curled in, fingernails scratching against the table top.
Trying to get a rise. It wouldn’t work.
“Honestly, between you and your sister, you seemed like the more rational one,” Andrew said, eyebrow arched. He put his coffee down and opened up his file. “Did you think about how your lifestyle had an expiry often? Nathan had Dimaccio as his right-hand man, but kept Lola as his carefully concealed weapon. You and Plank seemed just like...more prized cannon-fodder.”
Romero’s eye twitched.
“You know, you said something that caught my interest,” Andrew leaned forward. “You said you’d’ve fucked Nathaniel Wesninski’s friend. What was her name?”
“Allison,” he said.
“Right. You said you’d intended to rape her.”
“No wonder you’re so hung up on it, Doe,” Romero sneered. So they’d all done their research. “Well I didn’t, did I? Not that she’s shown up. She knows Nathan’ll kill her. He’s pretty sure she’s the rat.”
“Do you think she is?” Andrew inquired. “Mind you: I know who the rat is, and you don’t.”
“I think she’s the rat.” Romero sneered. “Princess bitch won’t be loyal to nothing but herself.”
“Which was why he asked you to kill her. She’d betrayed you all.”
“We didn’t kill her.”
“No, but you were going to. He wanted you to kill all three of them.”
“It was probably Junior that called the cops on us,” Romero scoffed. Andrew’s jaw ticked. “Fucking brat. It was about time.”
“About time for what?”
“To get rid of him.” Romero rolled his eyes. “Not that Plank could manage that, either. Useless. But Nathan gave us the call. We were waiting for it, honestly. Killing off Junior meant there was more of an incentive to keep Nathan out of jail. Otherwise there’s no other options.”
Moriyamas, Andrew thought, but he had no interest in involving them. “So Nathan called the two of you, ordered you to get rid of Allison and Nathaniel.”
“He didn’t want them showing their faces and causing trouble.”
“So why Janie?”
“Wrong place, wrong time,” Romero laughed. It sounded like rusted truck breaks. Andrew was very close to knocking the scalding coffee onto exposed skin.
“Nathan probably ain’t happy,” Andrew amended.
Romero barked out another laugh. “He’ll be livid at this point. He sent me an email on exactly what he wanted me to do to your tiny little body, Minyard. An email. Who the fuck sends emails anymore? Anyway, yeah. He’s pissed.”
Andrew stood up from the table, carefully putting his audio recorder into plain sight as he picked up his coffee. “Well, I’d say it was a pleasure, but it wasn’t.” Romero looked at the recorder, slightly sickly. “Have fun in here, Malcom. I’m sure your sister sends her regard from max.”
With that he spun on his heel, the sweet sounds of Romero’s panic putting a hop in his step all the way out of the centre.
*
“I’ve never...” Neil chewed his lip. “Get a blood sample? That’d put me into the system.”
“And help me identify your pieces as they come floating down the river, if your father’s bosses ever learn about this,” Andrew reminded him. “If I can prove that Romero and Jackson were ordered to kill you, there won’t be any ground to stand on. Neil. Remember what I said.”
The man looked at him from an extended moment of time, evaluating and revelautating.
“Alright,” he said, voice barely a whisper. “Okay.”
*
October:
Andrew leant his head from side to side, letting his spine slot itself back into place. He hated everything about flying, so much so that even his cousin’s persistent chatter hadn’t been enough to distract him from his living nightmare.
“Well!” his cousin said, somehow still animated. He and Erik had spent their time in Chicago getting over jetlagged and playing with Aaron’s new puppy, whilst Andrew spent his time watching their antics and silently drinking coffee with Aaron, save for the occasional question here and there.
Heard you made a big bust, yeah. How’s the residency. A nightmare. Katelyn and I want a baby when it’s done, though. Interesting. You can be the Godfather. Save that for Neil. Neil? Like, the criminal guy? Don’t mention it. Andrew - I said, don’t mention it. Oh, fuck. You’re serious. Jesus Christ, okay.
“Shall we get a cab?” Nicky inquired.
“Neil can drop you home on the way to mine.”
Nicky narrowed his eyes. “Neil? Like, absolute hottie Neil? Allison’s friend? The one you never called back because you’re an idiot?”
“I hate you,” Andrew insisted.
“Oh my god!” Nicky squealed, tugging on Erik’s arm. “I didn’t know y’all were together. How long has it been? Andrew, you gotta tell me these things!”
“On second thoughts, you should take a cab,” Andrew grunted, lugging his luggage to where he knew Neil would already be standing, waiting for them to arrive.
Nicky’s laugh rang out like bells, just as Neil rose up his hand to wave the three of them over.
Yeah, Andrew thought, letting Nicky gush whilst Neil looked at him like that.
This isn’t half bad.
*
And that’s how they got together! andrew will continually tell himself that neil inherited the syndicate after they got together, even if there was only like a month or so between their first kiss and nathan getting locked up. neil will continually tell himself that andrew was only interested in him for the case. they’re both stupid liars who are in love.