I have no idea if you check tumblr anymore but i just wanted to say how much i love the way you write!! Its so beautiful and romantic!!!
Also as a fellow tsukasa fan i love scrolling down your blogs and reading them! And your rants are also a joy!
Hello there!
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Hahahaha I'm seriously at a lack of words to describe how meeting this kind and sweet message made me feel. âĄ
Thank you so much for taking the time to write and send me these beautiful words! I'm truly flattered.
Well, I am here on Tumblr, but I no longer post anything, I stopped a while ago. Although, the inbox and chat always are open. ^^
Truly glad to see someone finding interest in the posts I offered and enjoying them whatever their nature is. I'm happy to hear reading my words gave you fun and joy.
Oh, also glad to hear we're both fans of this lil boy (haha my blog is supposedly 90% about him, and the rest includes him.. sooo I think that's a given! Welcome and welcome to what we proudly call A Tsukasa Blog! â), this Tsukasa is the reason I came here in the first place, and stayed here to this very day.
"And your rants are also a joy!"
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Ahem, please allow me, I have to do this. I put ⥠because it's so cute! Awww thanks!
Had a silly Gmod session the other week with some real close friends and of course we decided to at least be horny on main for a few seconds.
More pudgesona content with the protags because why not? T.atsuya really likes milk.
i can never just do bad things to other people without feeling an unnecessary amount of guilt. know if i ever wrong you in any way then i will feel the guilt destroy me from the inside out till i cant take it anymore and⊠call my friend in the middle of the night or something to apoogizeâŠ
the whole reason that i wanted to close my acc was because i sent hate to a couple people and felt extremely bad about it⊠even if they do deserve it to some extent⊠i donât think engaging in hostile behavior of any sort online is healthy because it only traps you in that toxic behavior and makes you consider it justâŠ
you can never truly build an environment off of hate⊠like people do on twitter. thats why i started this account off with none of my opinions and just sent cute things to attract people outside of that toxicity. i realized if i am contributing to that type of culture then maybe im letting my mental health slip and its showing on my character that im doing bad and i dont realize it
no, i dont want to be hurt but itd be even worse to become the person that hurts others
i think im sweet but i can be very ⊠well, vicious if you cross me, just how im raised, im a black trans woman from the hood, damn everything if i dont know how to defend myself. especially on the internet where there is no repercussions to my actions⊠and i can be as snide as i please and it feels so easy but no, i dont need to cut ties with this account entirely and no i wont let the guilt get to me. i just need to get my act together and ill be fine
i have no control over my writing schedule. it has been completely consumed by this au. this is all of yâallâs fault.Â
heavy tw: blood and gore and bodies. also, bad people talking about raping allison and using homophobic slurs.
*
July:
âAndrew,â Renee called out, rapping her knuckles on the guest bedroom gently.Â
Andrew was currently living out of one, black suitcase: heâd spent half his time at different hotels and half his time at colleaguesâ homes, though calling Allison a colleague was a bit of a stretch. Wymack had let him camp out in his girlfriendâs spare room, seeing as his place was apparently too small for the both of them. Dan and Matt had even let him crash on the couch between motel rooms.Â
Andrew was really fucking excited to get his place back. According to Neil, his father was pulling out all stops to get rid of him, or whoever was aiding him. As far as Andrew was concerned, Neil was in more danger, but the man refused to exonerate himself from the situation. The next best thing was ensuring that Andrew was untouchable.Â
âAndrew, can I come in?âÂ
Andrew grunted, still bent over his files in the middle of the room. Heâd pushed the bed to one side to make room and was suddenly shirtless, fan pulsating in the corner. He never did great in the heat.Â
âOh,â Neilâs voice squeaked like an elementary schoolerâs clarinet. âUh - I can come back?â
Andrew squinted up at him. âThe fuck are you doing here?â he got to his feet and made his way over, reaching up to tug on Neilâs hair. Definitely real. âHuh.âÂ
Behind Neil, Renee snorted. Andrew glared at her: she put up her hands in surrender and paced off to do something else.Â
Andrew shuffled Neil into his room and shut the door, treading carefully around his work.Â
âThis...â Neil looked over it, carefully avoiding the many photos and files and labelled evidence bags as he walked. He was silent as he moved, unnoticeable if he wasnât always on Andrewâs radar.Â
He also looked much more presentable than the last time Andrew had seen him, which had been before Dimaccio was arrested. A button-down, much like he wore when they first went to dinner. The collar was irritatingly popped, and his trousers were properly pressed, the shoes delicately shined. He looked like a rich manâs son.Â
Andrew hated it. He also hated how good it looked.
âSit on the bed,â Andrew instructed. âI donât need you scuffing anything up.â
âThis seems like a lot more than whatâs necessary,â Neil said, avoiding looking at Andrew as he tugged on a shirt. âAlso a lot more than we originally discussed.â
Andrew pointed at the profile of a smiling woman, and various other men. âWilliams. Reacher. Jenkins. The three of them worked tirelessly on gang violence. They completely eradicated the Terrapin family from the game. Countless Bearcats and Catamounts have been locked up by them. But as soon as they turned to the Wesninski family, they were never found again. Three different detectives. Almost three consecutive years. They deserve justice too.âÂ
Neil was, clearly, not expecting to have to put names and families to the bodies his father had diced and scattered. His expression had become shuttered as Andrew talked, fingers curling into tight fists, the fabric of his trousers ensnared between his whitened knuckles.Â
"Youâre afraid.âÂ
Neil looked at him, eyes blazing. âHe is all Iâm afraid of. I canât just - turn that off.â
Andrew crouched down on the floor in front of him. âYouâre allowed to be afraid. You have to promise me that you wonât run away because of it.â
Neilâs shoulders were curled inwards. âI donât want to become him. I donât -â he looked at the photos of the officers and the remnants of their bodies and the ruination caused by his fatherâs work. âI donât want that. I donât.â
âSo leave it behind.â
Neil grit his teeth. âI canât! Look at me. Look at me. You think this is my father? Parading me around at events, trying to find me a wife who can bear my child, tracking my every move? Of course itâs not. My father is someone elseâs weapon, a well-enamoured thug at best. Heâs a Baltimorean gangster. Heâs not the one in control here.â
Andrew put his hand over Neilâs wrist and let him breathe for a moment.Â
âThey know that heâs fucked,â Neil continued, eyes squeezed shut. âThey know theyâre going to lose him. So Iâm being conditioned. Iâm being shaped up to replace him. You know Iâve been in New York for the past two weeks?â He shoved his hair out of his eyes. Andrew opened his palm upwards, and Neil let himself tangle their fingers. âI want to escape my fate so badly, but my family has been indentured to them for - I donât even know. Forever, it seems like.â
âWho, Neil?âÂ
He let out an aggravated sigh. âWho else controls enough of the east coast to keep the fucking Butcher in check? Itâs the bloody Moriyamas.â Andrew stiffened. âIf you breathe that name outside this room, Iâm dead. Youâre dead. Everyone you ever loved will die. Theyâre so well protected that the crazy second son can go off and do whatever he likes, including training to be a police officer and almost killing the partner heâs given, but it doesnât even matter. Itâs hushed up within the week.âÂ
He held tight onto Andrewâs hand. âThe best I can hope for is a negotiation. A price that I can pay off in - a decade, maybe. Possibly two. Maybe securing a new family to pass the relationship to. I donât know.âÂ
âThen thatâs what you do,â Andrew vowed. âWe deal with the monster under the bed first. Then the basement that lets them out. Donât run,â Andrew insisted, his hand having worked its way up Neilâs arm to grip the back of his neck. âDonât hide. You canât afford to, not now.â
Neil rested their foreheads together. âIâll try.â
Andrewâs thumb brushed circles under Neilâs jaw. âThatâs all I ask.â
*
Breaking news: Nathan Wesninski being brought to court for multiple homicides, including Baltimore police officers and Mary Hatford, his wife...initially being assessed for money laundering and tax evasion, Wesninski is now being persecuted for multiple acts of violence, mutilation and extortion. Police officers under Captain David Wymack have collated resources and new-found evidence and will attempt to put Wesninski behind bars permanently.
*
August:Â
Andrewâs heart was pounding. Theyâd tapped into comms just over an hour ago, received the corresponding telephone data and locations, and now they were paging the block.Â
It was eerily quiet, and too dark for a suburban area. The cul-de-sac had no streetlights and all the houses were either empty, with for sale! signs posted on their laws, or all the blinds were drawn closed. It was only nine in the evening.Â
Andrew took out his gun as they approached the house. Renee was at his shoulder.Â
The house in question was two-storey, seemingly empty, the garage locked shut. The gardens were immaculately kept, the painted finish on the house brand new. God knows what was happening within: Andrew hoped that whatever mess had been made within wasnât irreparable.Â
Andrewâs radio cackled. âHow do you want to go about this, Minyard?âÂ
Andrew cracked his knuckles and fished out his lock picks from his back pocket as he radioed back. âSilent entry. Iâm going to unlock the door, and only our squad heads in. Everyone else surround the premises if they notice and escape.â
âAlright, sarge,â Matt said, jokingly, a few feet behind Renee. Dan must have pinched him because he immediate said âOw!âÂ
Andrew and Renee crept up onto the front balcony: Andrew crouched down and worked for about two minutes till the lock had opened. Kevin had already phoned the security firm to let down the alarms, so Andrew and Renee stepped inside, unnoticed. Dan, Matt and Kevin dispersed, but Andrew always headed to the basement.Â
The light was on.Â
â...We should get back to Junior,â one voice said. âGod knows heâs probably slipped free by now.â
âYou kidding? We had him practically halfway into a coffin. Letâs just clean this up first.â
âMaybe pretty Alliâs woken up. If Junior wasnât so fervently protective of her Iâdâve had her bent over by now.âÂ
âChrist, Romero." But the man was laughing. âMaybe nowâs your chance.â
Disgust crawled down his spine. He glanced at Renee, just as they approached the doorway: she had her eyes closed momentarily, lips moving with a prayer. The door was left ajar.Â
One, he mouthed.Â
âDidnât think boss had the guts to get rid of little Junior.â
Two, she returned.Â
âMaybe he liked that bitch of a wife, after all. He couldâve had a kid with Lola and gotten rid of the pathetic faggot, but he stuck by Nathaniel anyway.â
Three, they both nodded, kicking the door wide open with his foot and grasping his gun in both hands.Â
âHands up,â he growled. âDrop whatever youâre holding.â
âKneel,â Renee said, softly. âWe will shoot you if you donât comply.â
Neither of the men had guns. They dropped their knives to the ground and knelt down, furious. By them was a body, heavily dismembered. The hair was neither auburn nor blonde.
âBasement,â Andrew barked into his radio, training his gun on the one he recognised as Romero. His hands were limp, twitching by his sides. Andrew wanted to cut them from his body and watch him bleed.Â
The other three skidded into the room, guns ready.Â
âGo find them,â Renee murmured, under the cacophony of Dan and Kevin wrangling the perps to the ground, Matt kneeling by the body. âAndrew, go.âÂ
He nodded stiffly, falling back. Up the stairs and to the left was the door to the garage, which he kicked down. Switching the lights on, he looked to the two persons still on the floor, tied up and beaten down.Â
âAndrew,â Neil gasped, covered in blood and cuffed at the wrists and ankles. Allison seemed alright, if a bit groggy, with a gag in her mouth and her hands tied behind her.Â
Andrew grabbed the hedge clippers from the wall of gardening tools and broke through the handcuffs, cutting Allisonâs rope bindings and tugging off her gag.Â
âPerps restrained, fall in through the front,â Dan said through the radio. âVictim dead. Get a stretcher: Forensics team definitely not necessary.âÂ
âWe canât be found here,â Allison hissed. âWe canât be brought in.â
âJesus Christ,â Andrew muttered, fishing the keys to his cousinâs place out of his pocket. âFine. If you can get him on his feet,â he jerked his head to Neil, who muttered Iâm fine. âGo to Nickyâs place. Iâll meet you there later. Unless you need a hospital?â
âItâs all superficial,â Neil mumbled, wincing. Andrew felt concern curl and knot in his stomach. He looked to Allison.Â
âMaybe you should do a first-aid cert.â
âMaybe thatâs not a half bad idea,â she grunted, hauling Neil to his feet.Â
âThe back should be clear of cops now,â Andrew said, cutting through the padlock on the garage door. âGet out.â
âGood to see you too, Minyard,â Allison drawled, pulling Neil along. With a wink, they were both gone.Â
Andrew rubbed at his temples, giving himself only a minute of reprieve, before heading back into the fray.Â
*
Nickyâs house was cold and dark. The two of them had been on a spontaneous trip around Europe for the last few months, visiting Erikâs family. Nicky wasnât stupid: when Andrew offered him this and that, he took it without question and knew there was a reason why.
âWhen I get back,â he insisted over the phone. âWhen I get back the three of us are visiting Aaron. Got it?â
âFine,â Andrew had grunted, hanging up on his cousin without a goodbye.Â
Neil had parked himself on the couch, staring at the ceiling with square bandages across his cheeks. Bruises mottled his skin, and his hands and forearms were mummified in a similar fashion.Â
âI was going to try and contact you,â Neil said, not needing to see Andrew to know whoâd entered the house. âI wouldâve called you.â
Andrew sat on the end of the couch as Neil drew his feet up to give him room. âRight.â
The man struggled into a seated position. âI was.âÂ
âShouldâve let them kill you,â Andrew muttered, glaring at the unused television. Neil snorted, swinging his legs off the couch and settling next to Andrew.Â
âFor what itâs worth, Iâm sorry.âÂ
âJust - shut up.âÂ
For a while they sat in silence. Andrew lit up a cigarette and smoked it through to the filter. Neil seemed to lean a little closer, attracted to the scent.Â
âHey,â he murmured, when Andrew threw the stub onto the coffee table.Â
Andrew turned and looked at him. His eyes were clear, purposeful. Andrew remembered their first date, their second. Cleavers and thugs and light, candle light and club lights, striping across Neilâs cheekbones like something from a painting.Â
Kissing him felt -Â
Normal. Right. Like coming home. Like finding - not the last piece of the puzzle, but the last edge, making a solid shape to be filled in, something clear and decisive. Andrewâs fingertips found his jaw and he felt Neilâs fingers curl in the collar of his vest. His police vest.Â
It was enough to draw him to a stop, pulling back just enough for him to breathe.Â
âYou donât swing,â Andrew accused, poorly hiding how winded he was.
Neil huffed, equally as breathless. âYou donât date.âÂ
Andrewâs teeth ground together. âYou donât date cops.âÂ
âAnd you donât date mobsters,â Neil retorted. âWhatâs your point here?âÂ
âYes or no?â Andrew demanded, because he needed to know. He needed to know for sure. Without a doubt, with complete surety, with perfect clarity -Â
âYes,â Neil answered. âObviously.âÂ
ââObviouslyâ,â Andrew parroted with a scoff. âI hate you.âÂ
When Neilâs lips curved up into a smile, Andrew kissed him quiet.Â
*
September:Â
âYou know Iâve got a week off, after next week,â Andrew said, trailing his fingers over the threadbare t-shirt that Neil wore. He said ânext weekâ and not âNathanâs trialâ. Theyâd both come to an agreement that where they could avoid talking about it, they would.Â
It was out of Andrewâs hands, anyway. All the evidence was with the prosecutor, and it was their job to put him behind bars.Â
There was no way Nathan Wesninski was getting out, now. Not a single chance.Â
Which meant there was no reason to talk about it. Or about Neilâs future inheritance of his fatherâs position, or Andrewâs award of recognition for his work. Which felt rather cheap, really - he was just lucky that Neil had decided to give him a second chance.Â
Then again, policing was mostly luck, and a bit of charisma. Andrew was usually lacking in both, but right now, in the golden afternoon sunlight, with Neil in shorts and unkempt hair, he felt incredibly lucky.Â
Neil craned his head back to look at Andrew. His new scars were bright red, but healed over at this point. âJust Chicago?âÂ
Andrew hummed assent, closing his eyes and pressing his nose to the crown of Neilâs head. Casual intimacy had always been - too much. Too soft, too nice, like it was covering up something sinister. Never had Andrew felt so relaxed, not even after sex, which usually resulted in Andrew grabbing his shirt, shoes, phone and wallet and leaving immediately.Â
And they hadnât had sex yet. Andrew didnât know if Neil would ever want to have sex. That was - unsurprisingly - not the most important thing on Andrewâs list of wants and needs.Â
Instead, here he was, lying on his back in Nickyâs guest bedroom. Neil was lying next to him, on his side, head cushioned on Andrewâs shoulder. And he did want this. Heâd been tied up and exhausted for months: now it was all coming to its peak, the finish line right around the corner. And they were - okay. Ish. Maybe. Probably. Andrew wasnât peeved about it.Â
âDonât die whilst Iâm gone,â Andrew muttered, fingers threading through his hair.Â
âI have to go to New York, anyway,â Neil said, sullen. âMight as well do it whilst youâre away.âÂ
âHow many times are they going to pull you up there?â
âTill theyâre confident I wonât screw everything up in the change-over, I guess. Or maybe itâs about the wife thing.âÂ
Something in Andrewâs chest twisted. He simply hummed.Â
Neil shifted, propping himself up on his elbow to look at Andrew properly. âYou know Iâm not going to go through with it, right?â
âAnd if they threaten you?â Andrew reminded him. âYour life isnât exactly yours.â
âFuck them,â Neil said as he leaned forward, forever antagonistic. Andrew sighed: Neil paused. âNo?â
âYes,â he muttered, pulling Neil down. One hand brushed along the slither of exposed skin that revealed itself as Neilâs shirt rose up: Andrew relished in the shiver that flitted across Neilâs skin. His scarred fingers - covered in circular burns from a dashboard lighter and various scratch ridges - felt familiar and known when Andrew guided them to the back of his head. Neil was careful, as always.
Andrew had intended on asking when the hell Neil had heard about Andrewâs past, but he wasnât sure that he wanted to know. He didnât want to talk about it now, anyway.
Just as Neil let Andrew push his shoulder back, following him over to kiss him into the mattress, Allisonâs nails tapped impatiently on the bedroom door. Andrew broke away, startled, just as Neil cursed, sitting up.Â
âYes, Allison?â Neil demanded, clearing his throat. âWhat is it?â
âYou sound odd,â Allison remarked, door handle turning.Â
âUh - !â Neil scrambled off the bed, looking to Andrew with wild eyes. âIâm - naked! Donât come in.â
âRight,â Allison drawled. âShould I just wait in my room for him to leave, then?â
âI hate you,â Neil complained. âWhat do you want?âÂ
âAndrewâs phone was going off in the kitchen,â Allison said, slyly. âSounds like the prosecuting lawyer wants some of your time, Andrew. Nice of you to glide by without saying hello.â
âIâm busy,â Andrew retorted.Â
Allison just laughed, strutting down the corridor with her heels tapping on the wooden floorboards. Neil crossed his arms, red-faced.Â
âCâmere,â Andrew said, still sitting on the bed.Â
âBut Thea,â Neil tried.Â
âThe law can wait,â Andrew insisted, extending his hand.
The look in Neilâs eyes sent sparks flying across Andrewâs skin.Â
*
âTook you long enough,â Thea Muldani said, a master of clipboards and abridged glares. She was a lawyer worth Andrewâs time, he knew that, but he also didnât feel like putting up with Kevinâs heart-eyes or Reneeâs unsubtle glances.Â
Jesus Christ, he thought, slamming his bag on the table hard enough to cause everyone to jolt. âIâm here, now.âÂ
âCongratulations,â Thea remarked. âDonât care. We have a problem.â
Andrew narrowed his eyes.Â
âNathan Juniorâs prints are all over a tonne of this evidence. If we donât have him accounted for, defence is going to be all over it.â
âAre you serious?â Dan demanded. âNathaniel wouldâve been 15 when Mary was murdered.âÂ
âDoesnât matter. If the evidence has been tampered with, it could be rendered useless. It would be extremely helpful,â Thea said pointedly. âIf peopleâs CIâs could come forward and testify. We have almost no witnesses, except for Andrew and Renee, who claimed that Jackson Plank and Romero Malcom were acting on orders from Nathan whilst murdering Janie Smalls, last month. Neither of them will confess to any sort of collaboration with Wesninski, and two unidentified blood sources were found in the garage.â
âThat sounds like circumstantial bullshit,â Dan argued.Â
âAnd can we prove them wrong?â Thea shot back. âNo. We canât. For all we know, itâs been Nathaniel behind all of this instead. Heâs certainly old enough now.â
Andrew stood out of his chair, grabbed his things and turned to leave.Â
The lawyer gave him an appraising look. âI havenât dismissed this meeting, Minyard.â
âI donât care,â Andrew said. âIf you wonât do your job, then I suppose Iâd better go and fucking do it for you.âÂ
âItâs Thursday,â Thea reminded him. âCase starts on Monday.â
Andrew ignored her, making sure to slam the door on the way out.Â
*
Romero Malcom was a sullen man. His skin was papery thin, even only a few weeks into his prison stay. Andrew couldnât say that he pitied him. He sat down with his cup of coffee, leaning back in his chair with his leg crossed at the ankle. Romero was locked to the interrogation table opposite, shoulders curled in, fingernails scratching against the table top.Â
Trying to get a rise. It wouldnât work.Â
âHonestly, between you and your sister, you seemed like the more rational one,â Andrew said, eyebrow arched. He put his coffee down and opened up his file. âDid you think about how your lifestyle had an expiry often? Nathan had Dimaccio as his right-hand man, but kept Lola as his carefully concealed weapon. You and Plank seemed just like...more prized cannon-fodder.â
Romeroâs eye twitched.Â
âYou know, you said something that caught my interest,â Andrew leaned forward. âYou said youâdâve fucked Nathaniel Wesninskiâs friend. What was her name?â
âAllison,â he said.Â
âRight. You said youâd intended to rape her.â
âNo wonder youâre so hung up on it, Doe,â Romero sneered. So theyâd all done their research. âWell I didnât, did I? Not that sheâs shown up. She knows Nathanâll kill her. Heâs pretty sure sheâs the rat.â
âDo you think she is?â Andrew inquired. âMind you: I know who the rat is, and you donât.â
âI think sheâs the rat.â Romero sneered. âPrincess bitch wonât be loyal to nothing but herself.â
âWhich was why he asked you to kill her. Sheâd betrayed you all.âÂ
âWe didnât kill her.â
âNo, but you were going to. He wanted you to kill all three of them.âÂ
âIt was probably Junior that called the cops on us,â Romero scoffed. Andrewâs jaw ticked. âFucking brat. It was about time.â
âAbout time for what?â
âTo get rid of him.â Romero rolled his eyes. âNot that Plank could manage that, either. Useless. But Nathan gave us the call. We were waiting for it, honestly. Killing off Junior meant there was more of an incentive to keep Nathan out of jail. Otherwise thereâs no other options.â
Moriyamas, Andrew thought, but he had no interest in involving them. âSo Nathan called the two of you, ordered you to get rid of Allison and Nathaniel.â
âHe didnât want them showing their faces and causing trouble.âÂ
âSo why Janie?â
âWrong place, wrong time,â Romero laughed. It sounded like rusted truck breaks. Andrew was very close to knocking the scalding coffee onto exposed skin.Â
âNathan probably ainât happy,â Andrew amended.Â
Romero barked out another laugh. âHeâll be livid at this point. He sent me an email on exactly what he wanted me to do to your tiny little body, Minyard. An email. Who the fuck sends emails anymore? Anyway, yeah. Heâs pissed.â
Andrew stood up from the table, carefully putting his audio recorder into plain sight as he picked up his coffee. âWell, Iâd say it was a pleasure, but it wasnât.â Romero looked at the recorder, slightly sickly. âHave fun in here, Malcom. Iâm sure your sister sends her regard from max.â
With that he spun on his heel, the sweet sounds of Romeroâs panic putting a hop in his step all the way out of the centre.Â
*
âIâve never...â Neil chewed his lip. âGet a blood sample? Thatâd put me into the system.â
âAnd help me identify your pieces as they come floating down the river, if your fatherâs bosses ever learn about this,â Andrew reminded him. âIf I can prove that Romero and Jackson were ordered to kill you, there wonât be any ground to stand on. Neil. Remember what I said.â
The man looked at him from an extended moment of time, evaluating and revelautating.Â
âAlright,â he said, voice barely a whisper. âOkay.âÂ
*
October:
Andrew leant his head from side to side, letting his spine slot itself back into place. He hated everything about flying, so much so that even his cousinâs persistent chatter hadnât been enough to distract him from his living nightmare.Â
âWell!â his cousin said, somehow still animated. He and Erik had spent their time in Chicago getting over jetlagged and playing with Aaronâs new puppy, whilst Andrew spent his time watching their antics and silently drinking coffee with Aaron, save for the occasional question here and there.Â
Heard you made a big bust, yeah. Howâs the residency. A nightmare. Katelyn and I want a baby when itâs done, though. Interesting. You can be the Godfather. Save that for Neil. Neil? Like, the criminal guy? Donât mention it. Andrew - I said, donât mention it. Oh, fuck. Youâre serious. Jesus Christ, okay.Â
âShall we get a cab?â Nicky inquired.Â
âNeil can drop you home on the way to mine.âÂ
Nicky narrowed his eyes. âNeil? Like, absolute hottie Neil? Allisonâs friend? The one you never called back because youâre an idiot?â
âI hate you,â Andrew insisted.Â
âOh my god!â Nicky squealed, tugging on Erikâs arm. âI didnât know yâall were together. How long has it been? Andrew, you gotta tell me these things!âÂ
âOn second thoughts, you should take a cab,â Andrew grunted, lugging his luggage to where he knew Neil would already be standing, waiting for them to arrive.Â
Nickyâs laugh rang out like bells, just as Neil rose up his hand to wave the three of them over.Â
Yeah, Andrew thought, letting Nicky gush whilst Neil looked at him like that.Â
This isnât half bad.Â
*
And thatâs how they got together! andrew will continually tell himself that neil inherited the syndicate after they got together, even if there was only like a month or so between their first kiss and nathan getting locked up. neil will continually tell himself that andrew was only interested in him for the case. theyâre both stupid liars who are in love.Â