ive just consumed 300g of carrots cut up with a significant amount of hummus i feel ill and thats probs because of the energy drink im having that is not a good combo but i must prevail and continue studying

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ive just consumed 300g of carrots cut up with a significant amount of hummus i feel ill and thats probs because of the energy drink im having that is not a good combo but i must prevail and continue studying
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my mom will look at my steady career, fulfilling hobbies, and loving friends and still tell me i'm unfulfilled because i don't have a man
Good morning and happy Saturday, Sweetpeas!! I hope you all have a wonderful day 💖💖
hyunjin got the fifty shades of grey part of this right
((After doing a bit of reflecting, I think I hit the root cause of my issues with rp, aside from paranoia and anxiety:
I have a dismissive-avoidant attachment style, and it wasn’t until now that I realized how much it has impacted my rp’ing, my blog activity, and my interactions with partners ooc.
This style, I believe, is the root of my paranoia and anxiety, which activates a flight response. This is the reason behind why I’ve left the rpc so many times, and annoyed the hell out of people in the process.
This style also explains my lack of enthusiasm for muses and rp’s, and other things that aren’t focused on myself or my muses.
I am not writing this in an attempt to excuse my actions; rather, I am writing this as an explanation as to why I am the way I am, and to apologize.
I am sorry to everyone I have hurt as a result of this. I am sorry for being so damn indecisive with my blogs and blog activity, for up and fleeing at the first sign of trouble instead of sticking it out, and I am especially sorry for making people feel as if I don’t care/am not putting forward the same amount of enthusiasm and effort that they give to me (basically not giving back what I was given, thus making things horribly one sided and as if I’m taking advantage.) I never intended any of this, but that doesn’t excuse the fact that it happened, and I will slowly make progress in fixing things.))
Sometimes I get messages from people wanting to be friends and we have real nice chats
Other times it's fucking
THIS