I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you i hate you I hate you I hate you
I just dont understand "love" at all.
Like, how are you going about your buisness everyday knowing that someone you used to really care for, will never ever be the same ever again.
When you break someones heart…theyre ruined…its just an unexplainable amount of pain every moment, of everyday, forever, no matter where you go, what you do, or how old you are. That NEVER goes away.
And the person who fucked you over is just "lalalalalalalalala" skipping along life's yellow brick roads, carefree. As if it never happened. And the person whos hurt, they get to live with that forever. And its not the kind of pain that you can shrug off. Its a loud, messy crack over the head with a glass bottle. Every. Time. You. Think. About. It.
Times shared with that person flashing in your brain over, and over and over and over and over again.
I just never understood how knowing you broke someones heart doesnt break yours. Its seems so easy for that person to just forget everything. Like, your responcible for ONE OF THE WORST experiences anyone can have in their adult life. Hooow does that not make you sad all the time everyday. Hooow are you able to just not care, not even a little? I hate you Liam Fletcher and I constantly pray to God to make a way for me to go back in time and stop myself from every meeting you. I hate you I hate you I hate youuuu I hate you I hate you I hate you and im not over it, I might never be, and now Im a cold fridgid, jaded, cynical, horrible human being because of you.