No matter how long are you working for manifesting your SP, what are you feeling about your SP, your life, relationship is the Exact reflection of your life situation now. Naville calls it "dwellign state". Where your mind is constantly landing?
We do meditations, techniques etc.. But conciously sit in SATS and hold this state of feeling you HAVE your SP, RIght now.More frequently you do it, you will start getting universes's msgs (dreams, signs in real life like name of your SP, thoughts guiding further actions etc)
contrast will vanish slowly in reality. Negativity attacks can include other ppl telling you contrast reality. Its just a sign universe giving you to stay away form such people who has negative vibes about your manifestation so that will energetically cancel your manifestation so STAY AWAY from those. This is just blockage clearance which is unfolding path towards success so don't cry. It happens because you meditate. Otherwise you know, all people know keepign smile and sweet words on their mouth but only we get bitter experiences BECAUSE we meditate. So universe will disclose their mask so that you can throw them out and clear that block. (We feel lots of oainful events happening, so writting this to make you smile if this happens 😄 )
Whenever you will think about SP, you will land at a Place-mentally. That should change automatically then outside 3 D will also change. How to change this? this si programming your subconcious with thoguhts, repititions, feelings. Like dialing their mobile number.
eg. Exercises- Think loving memories of your SP, think all things you love of them, think of your life after marriage with SP, think of all other ppl reaction seeing you married like shocked, jealous, surprised, genuine happy would be few.... Listen beautiful music of reconciliation songs that will make you vividly picture your SP-you reunion or will melt your heart as feelings making you vibrate with reunion frequency or Faith on god.
eg of faith of god movie - I have alovely movie where true story is shown how unfullfilled promiss to god makes a couple suffer, Wife who si god lover keeps praying. Ultimately remembers promiss t god was due and completes it. In the moment itself they get the good news of recovery of all things lost so far 😄 When I see this movie , song, remembers the story I build up the trust within me, On God. That yes, this is how it works. God helps. God is listening to me. Ours will also be done in magical ways.
I also thats why recommend you to dive into your religeous folk takes, experiences. People have experienced real and have mentioned things for future generations. Yes, this helps you understand how divine helps, tests our authenticity if you really want desire etc.
When you are inward focus, your reality starts shifting. Other people will be in shadow dead world, may or may not understand energy level what's in your life or why you are behaving certain way. So, they will feel "cloud=confusion, unclear" eg. Don't know about this girl, her life, they will find mystery, some will feel you are strong, some will feel you don't talk to them and sad, soem will be jealous on you, some will keep loving you if real love like sibling bro though rascal will tell you someday - I know after this evnet all will be fine with you, our life understanding need of your space..lol All will perceive you Different as their mental state is. Because you stop reacting to 3D. You don't give anythign out so they keep guessing, feeling as per their own insecurities/love. Just enjoy this magical phase. This si because 3D started shifting, you are no longer in old reality, new is yet to arrive complpetely. Just be persistent, keep it up. Do It.